The best senior and the useless freshmen
Title: The best senior and the useless freshmen
Author: yuriyana
Pairing: Chiitaro , extra lolà Yamayuto
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst , Romance
Summary: Ryutaro loves Chinen yet the other one doesn’t know his existence.
A/N: Requested by queridakei . I really don’t know how to do angst XD
I stand quietly at the window sill of our school, staring down at you as you run on the field with your friends, your hair wet from the sweat.
I remember our first met, you stand in the podium of our gymnasium, promoting your school to us, everyone staring at you and you replying their stares with your smile, your smile that gives sparks, your smile that enchanted me, your smile that give me giddy feelings, your smile that never fails to make me smile also, your smile that made me fell in love with you.
At the day of the entrance ceremony , As you talk of how happy you are that many students have picked and enrolled into this school your eyes are twinkling, another thing that made me fall for you more. If only you knew, I enrolled here because of you. Also in that day I found out that you’re the Student Government President, how perfect could you be? You have the looks and also the brains.
Everyone knows you, everyone admires you, and everyone respects you. How could I, a freshmen who knows nothing but playing DS, could be notice by someone like you? I want to do everything yet I can’t do anything. If I score the highest in my math, will you notice me? But that won’t happen since I don’t study and understand about math at all so I’d rather pass. If I trip myself in front of you, will you notice me? But that will be embarrassing for me so I’d rather pass. If I tell you that I love you will you notice me? But that will be kind of straightforward so I’d rather pass. I’m a coward to be honest, to make you notice me I can’t even do my best.
As I walk home all alone, I saw you in the park, playing with the stray puppy who is inside of a small box, you two kind of looked alike, you’re smiling at the puppy as you play with it. Will there comes a time that you’ll smile to me like that too? Because I want you to. I hid in the nearest tree as I observe you, will there even comes a time too that I won’t hide anymore and will just be beside you, playing with that pup too? Because I want to have fun with you. Soon, you stood up and brushed off your pants. Wait! I want to talk to you and introduce myself! Wait… Oh. you’re out of sight already. I want to follow you and know where you lived but I can’t. I want to but I can’t. I just want you to know my existence. If that’s alright with you.
I watch you secretly in the corridor as you walk with your friends, laughing with them. Oh? What’s this, you’re holding someone’s hand.. I see, it’s Yamada-san, the vice-president of the Student Government. I never knew you two are going out, oh, sorry if I forgot, I knew nothing about you. You were laughing with them as your group had past me. As I watch you two from the distance, I just wished I’m the one holding your hand, laughing with you. How I wished I’m the one being loved by you. You two suit each other. Congratulations.
I was upset when I saw you with Yamada, but what made me upset more is that I saw Yamada with Nakajima. They were in the backyard when I suddenly saw them, I was in the library reading a new magazine that had come out just yesterday and saw them in the window. They we’re hugging each other and they’re talking about things which I can’t hear since I’m inside the building. I saw Yamada’s eyes are sorrowful when he is telling the other boy something but then suddenly it lighten up when Nakajima told him something and patted his head. I saw Yamada tiptoeing as he leaned for Nakajima, and the other boy leaning down to capture the shorter boy’s lips. They’ve shared a kiss. Not just a simple kiss. Not just a gentle kiss. They’re kissing as if there’s no tomorrow which made my eyes widened. I don’t want to see anymore of those so I stood up and walked out of the library. Why would Yamada cheat on you. The you whom I loved the most. The you that I treasure the most.
As I walk back to my classroom, I saw you in the stairs, crying your hearts out and I already knew the reason. This is the first time that I saw you so fragile. The first time I saw you so weak. The first time I want to go to you and hug you with all my might. The first time I want to tell you that I’m here and will make you comfortable. The first time I gain courage. As I walk to you and hand my handkerchief to you, someone beat me to it. Arioka Daiki runned to you and hugged you, wiping your tears as he said that it’s going to be alright. It should have been me if I’ve walked faster. If only I’ve walked faster. If only I’m not nervous. If only.
I continued to walk back to my classroom as if nothing had happened yet regretting what really had happened. I want to be the one that will comfort you. Really.
Sometimes, I ask myself. Why have I fallen in love with you. The you that is so admirable and the me that is so miserable are never meant to be. Why are we the best senior and the useless freshmen.
Today, I heard that you ace your Math Exam once again., wow, you’re really worthy to be the valedictorian in this coming graduation. Oh, the graduation I almost forgot. Time flies so fast yet my plan to approach you is so slow. I want to be with you. I want to touch you. I want to hug you. I want you ... To know my existence too.
The day has come and as I watch you give your speech, I didn't realized I became teary-eyed. This is my last time to see you, you'll be busy in college and there's no possibility that you'll know me too.
As I walk out of the school with my eyes still puffy from crying, I just want to erase it all. I want to forget it all. I want to-- but I can't. I can't erase a very precious memory. The memory of meeting you and falling in love with you. Even if it's a one-sided love, I will treasure it. I will treasure it for forever , because Chinen Yuri my love for you is something I can't forget.
I walk aimlessly to my house still thinking of you and how will I survive not to see you. Can I live without seeing you for a day? Can I live without seeing your smiles for a day? Can I live with--
"Aww!"
I bumped someone accidentally making him fell into the ground.
"Sorry! Are you alr--"
"I'm fine. Oh wait, you're Morimoto Ryutaro right? Do you still know me? I'm the one who promoted our school into your past school! Chinen Yuri!"
And it's enough.
Author: yuriyana
Pairing: Chiitaro , extra lolà Yamayuto
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst , Romance
Summary: Ryutaro loves Chinen yet the other one doesn’t know his existence.
A/N: Requested by queridakei . I really don’t know how to do angst XD
I stand quietly at the window sill of our school, staring down at you as you run on the field with your friends, your hair wet from the sweat.
I remember our first met, you stand in the podium of our gymnasium, promoting your school to us, everyone staring at you and you replying their stares with your smile, your smile that gives sparks, your smile that enchanted me, your smile that give me giddy feelings, your smile that never fails to make me smile also, your smile that made me fell in love with you.
At the day of the entrance ceremony , As you talk of how happy you are that many students have picked and enrolled into this school your eyes are twinkling, another thing that made me fall for you more. If only you knew, I enrolled here because of you. Also in that day I found out that you’re the Student Government President, how perfect could you be? You have the looks and also the brains.
Everyone knows you, everyone admires you, and everyone respects you. How could I, a freshmen who knows nothing but playing DS, could be notice by someone like you? I want to do everything yet I can’t do anything. If I score the highest in my math, will you notice me? But that won’t happen since I don’t study and understand about math at all so I’d rather pass. If I trip myself in front of you, will you notice me? But that will be embarrassing for me so I’d rather pass. If I tell you that I love you will you notice me? But that will be kind of straightforward so I’d rather pass. I’m a coward to be honest, to make you notice me I can’t even do my best.
As I walk home all alone, I saw you in the park, playing with the stray puppy who is inside of a small box, you two kind of looked alike, you’re smiling at the puppy as you play with it. Will there comes a time that you’ll smile to me like that too? Because I want you to. I hid in the nearest tree as I observe you, will there even comes a time too that I won’t hide anymore and will just be beside you, playing with that pup too? Because I want to have fun with you. Soon, you stood up and brushed off your pants. Wait! I want to talk to you and introduce myself! Wait… Oh. you’re out of sight already. I want to follow you and know where you lived but I can’t. I want to but I can’t. I just want you to know my existence. If that’s alright with you.
I watch you secretly in the corridor as you walk with your friends, laughing with them. Oh? What’s this, you’re holding someone’s hand.. I see, it’s Yamada-san, the vice-president of the Student Government. I never knew you two are going out, oh, sorry if I forgot, I knew nothing about you. You were laughing with them as your group had past me. As I watch you two from the distance, I just wished I’m the one holding your hand, laughing with you. How I wished I’m the one being loved by you. You two suit each other. Congratulations.
I was upset when I saw you with Yamada, but what made me upset more is that I saw Yamada with Nakajima. They were in the backyard when I suddenly saw them, I was in the library reading a new magazine that had come out just yesterday and saw them in the window. They we’re hugging each other and they’re talking about things which I can’t hear since I’m inside the building. I saw Yamada’s eyes are sorrowful when he is telling the other boy something but then suddenly it lighten up when Nakajima told him something and patted his head. I saw Yamada tiptoeing as he leaned for Nakajima, and the other boy leaning down to capture the shorter boy’s lips. They’ve shared a kiss. Not just a simple kiss. Not just a gentle kiss. They’re kissing as if there’s no tomorrow which made my eyes widened. I don’t want to see anymore of those so I stood up and walked out of the library. Why would Yamada cheat on you. The you whom I loved the most. The you that I treasure the most.
As I walk back to my classroom, I saw you in the stairs, crying your hearts out and I already knew the reason. This is the first time that I saw you so fragile. The first time I saw you so weak. The first time I want to go to you and hug you with all my might. The first time I want to tell you that I’m here and will make you comfortable. The first time I gain courage. As I walk to you and hand my handkerchief to you, someone beat me to it. Arioka Daiki runned to you and hugged you, wiping your tears as he said that it’s going to be alright. It should have been me if I’ve walked faster. If only I’ve walked faster. If only I’m not nervous. If only.
I continued to walk back to my classroom as if nothing had happened yet regretting what really had happened. I want to be the one that will comfort you. Really.
Sometimes, I ask myself. Why have I fallen in love with you. The you that is so admirable and the me that is so miserable are never meant to be. Why are we the best senior and the useless freshmen.
Today, I heard that you ace your Math Exam once again., wow, you’re really worthy to be the valedictorian in this coming graduation. Oh, the graduation I almost forgot. Time flies so fast yet my plan to approach you is so slow. I want to be with you. I want to touch you. I want to hug you. I want you ... To know my existence too.
The day has come and as I watch you give your speech, I didn't realized I became teary-eyed. This is my last time to see you, you'll be busy in college and there's no possibility that you'll know me too.
As I walk out of the school with my eyes still puffy from crying, I just want to erase it all. I want to forget it all. I want to-- but I can't. I can't erase a very precious memory. The memory of meeting you and falling in love with you. Even if it's a one-sided love, I will treasure it. I will treasure it for forever , because Chinen Yuri my love for you is something I can't forget.
I walk aimlessly to my house still thinking of you and how will I survive not to see you. Can I live without seeing you for a day? Can I live without seeing your smiles for a day? Can I live with--
"Aww!"
I bumped someone accidentally making him fell into the ground.
"Sorry! Are you alr--"
"I'm fine. Oh wait, you're Morimoto Ryutaro right? Do you still know me? I'm the one who promoted our school into your past school! Chinen Yuri!"
And it's enough.