The Greatest Sin
Title: The Greatest Sin
Author: yuriyana
Pairing: Yamayuto ; Chiitaro
Genre: Angst , Romance
Rating: PG13 (and has a part with a litttlleeee biiittttttt of NC17)
Summary: The fallen angel Yamada Ryosuke has fallen in love with a human named Nakajima Yuto.
A/N: I’m not great when it comes to angst. :v My very very very very very late gift for my pakner fheb-totx
A/N#2: And you guys know the song “Alluring Secret ~Black Vow~ “? Yeah, I got it from the song and made a story tee-hee. And if it's okay , do listen to it's orchestral version while reading BECAUSE I WANT YOU TO XB
“I’m sorry Ryosuke. I have no interest in having a relationship yet.” Chinen said “But we can still be friends, right?”
“S-sure.” Yamada replied.
But as the tomorrow began, he saw the angel he has loved the most with someone. Sitting on his lap. Snuggling on his shoulder. Wrapping his arms to the other one. Whispering sweet-nothings to the other. Why does it have to be that angel? Why does he have to be the one that would change Chinen’s mind when it comes to relationship? Why does it have to be his bestfriend? Why does it have to be Ryutaro Morimoto?
The ache Yamada felt is much excruciating than the pain he had felt when he tripped his self in the stairs or even when someone stole his strawberries. This is the first time he had obtained this kind of feeling. He doesn’t like it and never will he. He loves Chinen Yuri yet the other one lied to him and said that he has no interest in relationship when the day after, he saw him philandering with Morimoto Ryutaro. He hates Morimoto Ryutaro, his bestfriend who stole Chinen Yuri away from him. He hates Chinen Yuri for loving Morimoto Ryutaro and not him. He hates both of them.
“Hatred.” Someone whispered
“You’re an angel yet you’re having that kind of feeling.”
“An angel is prohibited to have the emotion called ‘Hatred’” Another one
“What do you want as a punishment Yamada-san?” Another whisper
“Go to Earth and Erase your past that made you feel hatred..” A man wearing a black coat said.
“Or…”
“Ask for forgiveness.” An angel said
Of course everyone would found the second option much better but not for Yamada.
“I want to go to Earth and erase my past.”
He wants everything to be erased. He want to forget everything he felt. He want to ..
“But that would cost you something.” The man said grinning
“I don’t care.”
Everyone gasped as Yamada’s body slowly disappeared.
-
A fallen angel Yamada is, although he used to be in love with someone. With his own hands, he completely erased his past.
As Yamada came down at Earth, his wings got injured producing a lot of blood, but he didn’t mind it. He forced his self to become numb.
The strayed injured Angel wandered in a town at dusk and came across with a boy with his beautiful eyes, in the alley.
“Hello? Are you alright? Eh? Blood! You have a wound!” The boy said and started threatening Yamada’s wings. “Wait.. Wings… Are you an…” The boy looked into his eyes. The moment their eyes met , the pathetic angel named Yamada fell for him. “…Angel.”
The boy didn’t hesitate and dragged him into his home and let him stay there as he let his wounds be threatened.
“My name is Nakajima Yuto! And you? Angels also have names with them right?”
Yamada nod. “I’m Yamada Ryosuke.”
They’ve talked a lot of things about the boy and the things he always do and as the forbidden feelings grew inside Yamada, he opened the Pandora’s Box.
“I like you…” Yamada started
“Oh! I like you too!” Yuto replied. “And by the way, Do you still want to stay? Can you fly back to heaven now? My soon-to-be wife is on her way home and she doesn’t like strangers, but maybe this time I can talk to her and then yo-“ and before Yuto could finished everything he has to say, Yamada already left.
No. He doesn’t feel any hatred this time. He just wished for the banned fruit to make the forbidden love between human and angel happen, all Yamada has to do is destroy everything. Even the relationship of Yuto and his bride. He’ll risk everything just for him to be with Yuto.
“I will abandon my pure heart so that I’ll be allowed to live and love you. I won’t hesitate to cut off these wings and surrender myself to the demon.” Yamada whispered to himself as he watched in the window, his love Nakajima Yuto with another person.
He is his second love and never will he let it go like that again. Wait..? Second love? I thought he has forgotten his past!
“I…I loved Chinen Yuri…and I love Nakajima Yuto .” Yamada explained to himself. Loved and love. It might sound the same and spelt the same , but the other one has a “d” on it’s end, meaning it’s in the past and he’s there in the Earth and supposed to forget his past yet the demon lied to him. He sure is a demon, but still Yamada proceed to destroy everything and be with him.
-
Few days has past and as Nakajima Yuto walk on his way to the chapel to meet his bride and take the holy vow with her, he came across a mysterious boy wearing all white, smiling at him with mournful eyes. As their eyes met, the pathetic human fell for him.
“Yuto…” Yamada said as he walks towards him
“W-who..” Yuto asked , only to receive a hug from the latter as an answer.
As Yamada wrap his arms around the taller one, he made him remember. Remember the first day they met. The first day Yamada started committing the forbidden sin.
“I remember now.” Yuto said. Yamada smiled. “Y-you’re the angel, right?…. But where’s your wings!?” Yuto added
“I exchanged them for something that is much worth treasuring.” Yamada snuggled more as he felt Yuto’s arms wrap his body. “I exchanged them…because I want to be with you and I want you to love me too.” Yamada looked up at him and closes his eyes as he felt Yuto leaned into him and kisses his lips sweetly.
“I love you too.” As the forbidden feelings grew inside Yuto , he betrayed everyone. He ran away with him holding Yamada’s hand.
“I’m sorry…Daiki.” Was all Yuto could say as he ran away from the chapel with his love. His forbidden love.
What they have in their hands is the fruit of lust they had desired, combining in a feverish frenzy even their pure vow is breaking as sin.
Yuto gently pushed Yamada on the bed, pinning the shorter one’s hand on top of his head and started to kiss his ravishing lips , soon their clothes are already scattered at the floor and Yuto started penetrating the other one.
“I’ve destroyed everything just to be with you.” Yamada said as Yuto thrust inside him gently, afraid of breaking the latter as if it’s something so fragile.
“I’ve betrayed everyone just to be with you.” Yuto replied and kisses the other one’s neck.
They’ve done it. The greatest sin of all. A relationship between human and angel.
-
“Morimoto. I have a task for you.”
“What is it Creator-sama?” Ryutaro replied with Chinen riding on his back.
-
The two hid themselves from the world. They locked themselves away in their own. They’re already contented having each other. And that is already enough for them.
Yamada and Yuto are having their best time accompanying each other, who knew that Yamada would make Yuto go crazy about him and who knew that just by those simple gesture Yuto do to Yamada will make the other one flushed. They've gone to a lot of dates,kept each other warm with their hugs, shared a lot of kisses, made a lot of memories.
"I don't regret what I have done, but my love, I fear one day you'll be gone." Yamada said as he was sitting on Yuto's lap, snuggling as he felt the other one's warmth wrapping him.
"Fear not my sweetheart, and rest assured because you are my treasure that I'm afraid to lose." Yuto replied then pecked his forehead as he wraps his arms protectively to the younger. And the both of them had gone into sleep, feeling as if they had their own world in their hands.
Ah , the greatest sin of all. They won't last long and one must fall. The ship they continue to sail will someday become frail and overcoming the largest waves they will not avail. The forbidden sin they've made kept cutting the unhealed wound making it greater, until one day....
"Let's go to the park and have some fresh air!" Yuto suggested as he jumps up and down gleefully, Yamada giggling as he nods in agreement.
They happily both go to the park, feeling the cold breeze of the air as it hit their face. Feeling peace and assurance. Everything's gonna be fine, they thought.
"Stay here Yuto, I'll just go buy us some refreshments." Yamada bid and walked away.
Yuto is preparing the blanket they will use in their picnic when suddenly... A shot of gun being fired was heard.
"Blood!"
"Call an ambulance!!"
"Is he still breathing?!"
"He's dead!"
A lot of people surrounded Yuto and Yamada swiftly goes to his side.
"No! Yuto! No!" Yamada said as he hugs the other boy's head and placed it in his chest.
The angry bullet of judgement has pierced right into the human, making him fall unconscious and blood gush out from his heart.
Yamada looked up and was surprised when the crowd was gone and there, in front of him, Morimoto Ryutaro holding a gun.
The younger boy stared at him with sadness visible in his eyes. He killed him yet why does he have to feel sad?
"I'm sorry for your lost." Ryutaro said looking down.
Yamada's blood boiled the moment he saw the boy. It's his ex-bestfriend. He stole Chinen Yuri from him. He killed Nakajima Yuto with his own hands. He regretted why Morimoto Ryutaro became his bestfriend because right now, he want the boy dead.
"Why do you have to get everyone that I love?!?!" Yamada shouted and a punch landed on the other boy's face.
"First, Chinen Yuri and now, Nakajima Yuto! Why do you always have to interfere my life?! Why don’t you just let me do what I want!? Why do you always have to take my happiness away from me!!" Yamada wailed as he punches the younger. Crying was all he can do as he wail. Why does it always have to be him.
"An order from the Creator." Ryutaro said making Yamada widened his eyes. "Don't play dumb Ryosuke! You two have commited the greatest sin! And do you think our Creator will keep silent about it? You know the consequence once we angels fell in love with humans, yet you act as if it's nothing and shrug it off!". Ryutaro added.
"One has to live and one has to die." Yamada whispered to his self. "But that doesn't mean Yuto has to be the one to die!" Yamada exclaimed.
"Don't tell me you're..." Ryutaro's eyes widened.
"Yes."
"Once you've done it, you can never undo it." Ryutaro said and disappeared, leaving only smoke.
Yamada goes beside Yuto and smiled. He once again held Yuto in his arms, crying more as he did so.
"My dear, lying cold..." Yamada kissed Yuto's forehead.
"I will spend my life for you as I swore on that day." Kissed the space between the taller one's eyebrow.
"My sin against God..." A kiss on the nose.
"All of my treachery should be paid by my death" A kiss on the chin.
"So , I will die for you and..." He kissed Yuto's lips. Pressing his lips to him for one last time. The last kiss that they will share. The last memory that they will make. A tear suddenly came out from Yamada's eyes and as he felt Yuto kissing him back, he smiled.
"Ryosuke. Don't. Please." Yuto begged , his eyes full of tears wetting his cheeks.
"And..."
"No please, Ryosuke!" Yuto hugged the latter tight and never will he let go, crying more as he did so.
"And I believe this is my fate." Yamada whispered.
The wingless fallen angel freed from the contract of the demon, leaving one feather , he saved the boy and vanished away.
Author: yuriyana
Pairing: Yamayuto ; Chiitaro
Genre: Angst , Romance
Rating: PG13 (and has a part with a litttlleeee biiittttttt of NC17)
Summary: The fallen angel Yamada Ryosuke has fallen in love with a human named Nakajima Yuto.
A/N: I’m not great when it comes to angst. :v My very very very very very late gift for my pakner fheb-totx
A/N#2: And you guys know the song “Alluring Secret ~Black Vow~ “? Yeah, I got it from the song and made a story tee-hee. And if it's okay , do listen to it's orchestral version while reading BECAUSE I WANT YOU TO XB
Click to view“I’m sorry Ryosuke. I have no interest in having a relationship yet.” Chinen said “But we can still be friends, right?”
“S-sure.” Yamada replied.
But as the tomorrow began, he saw the angel he has loved the most with someone. Sitting on his lap. Snuggling on his shoulder. Wrapping his arms to the other one. Whispering sweet-nothings to the other. Why does it have to be that angel? Why does he have to be the one that would change Chinen’s mind when it comes to relationship? Why does it have to be his bestfriend? Why does it have to be Ryutaro Morimoto?
The ache Yamada felt is much excruciating than the pain he had felt when he tripped his self in the stairs or even when someone stole his strawberries. This is the first time he had obtained this kind of feeling. He doesn’t like it and never will he. He loves Chinen Yuri yet the other one lied to him and said that he has no interest in relationship when the day after, he saw him philandering with Morimoto Ryutaro. He hates Morimoto Ryutaro, his bestfriend who stole Chinen Yuri away from him. He hates Chinen Yuri for loving Morimoto Ryutaro and not him. He hates both of them.
“Hatred.” Someone whispered
“You’re an angel yet you’re having that kind of feeling.”
“An angel is prohibited to have the emotion called ‘Hatred’” Another one
“What do you want as a punishment Yamada-san?” Another whisper
“Go to Earth and Erase your past that made you feel hatred..” A man wearing a black coat said.
“Or…”
“Ask for forgiveness.” An angel said
Of course everyone would found the second option much better but not for Yamada.
“I want to go to Earth and erase my past.”
He wants everything to be erased. He want to forget everything he felt. He want to ..
“But that would cost you something.” The man said grinning
“I don’t care.”
Everyone gasped as Yamada’s body slowly disappeared.
-
A fallen angel Yamada is, although he used to be in love with someone. With his own hands, he completely erased his past.
As Yamada came down at Earth, his wings got injured producing a lot of blood, but he didn’t mind it. He forced his self to become numb.
The strayed injured Angel wandered in a town at dusk and came across with a boy with his beautiful eyes, in the alley.
“Hello? Are you alright? Eh? Blood! You have a wound!” The boy said and started threatening Yamada’s wings. “Wait.. Wings… Are you an…” The boy looked into his eyes. The moment their eyes met , the pathetic angel named Yamada fell for him. “…Angel.”
The boy didn’t hesitate and dragged him into his home and let him stay there as he let his wounds be threatened.
“My name is Nakajima Yuto! And you? Angels also have names with them right?”
Yamada nod. “I’m Yamada Ryosuke.”
They’ve talked a lot of things about the boy and the things he always do and as the forbidden feelings grew inside Yamada, he opened the Pandora’s Box.
“I like you…” Yamada started
“Oh! I like you too!” Yuto replied. “And by the way, Do you still want to stay? Can you fly back to heaven now? My soon-to-be wife is on her way home and she doesn’t like strangers, but maybe this time I can talk to her and then yo-“ and before Yuto could finished everything he has to say, Yamada already left.
No. He doesn’t feel any hatred this time. He just wished for the banned fruit to make the forbidden love between human and angel happen, all Yamada has to do is destroy everything. Even the relationship of Yuto and his bride. He’ll risk everything just for him to be with Yuto.
“I will abandon my pure heart so that I’ll be allowed to live and love you. I won’t hesitate to cut off these wings and surrender myself to the demon.” Yamada whispered to himself as he watched in the window, his love Nakajima Yuto with another person.
He is his second love and never will he let it go like that again. Wait..? Second love? I thought he has forgotten his past!
“I…I loved Chinen Yuri…and I love Nakajima Yuto .” Yamada explained to himself. Loved and love. It might sound the same and spelt the same , but the other one has a “d” on it’s end, meaning it’s in the past and he’s there in the Earth and supposed to forget his past yet the demon lied to him. He sure is a demon, but still Yamada proceed to destroy everything and be with him.
-
Few days has past and as Nakajima Yuto walk on his way to the chapel to meet his bride and take the holy vow with her, he came across a mysterious boy wearing all white, smiling at him with mournful eyes. As their eyes met, the pathetic human fell for him.
“Yuto…” Yamada said as he walks towards him
“W-who..” Yuto asked , only to receive a hug from the latter as an answer.
As Yamada wrap his arms around the taller one, he made him remember. Remember the first day they met. The first day Yamada started committing the forbidden sin.
“I remember now.” Yuto said. Yamada smiled. “Y-you’re the angel, right?…. But where’s your wings!?” Yuto added
“I exchanged them for something that is much worth treasuring.” Yamada snuggled more as he felt Yuto’s arms wrap his body. “I exchanged them…because I want to be with you and I want you to love me too.” Yamada looked up at him and closes his eyes as he felt Yuto leaned into him and kisses his lips sweetly.
“I love you too.” As the forbidden feelings grew inside Yuto , he betrayed everyone. He ran away with him holding Yamada’s hand.
“I’m sorry…Daiki.” Was all Yuto could say as he ran away from the chapel with his love. His forbidden love.
What they have in their hands is the fruit of lust they had desired, combining in a feverish frenzy even their pure vow is breaking as sin.
Yuto gently pushed Yamada on the bed, pinning the shorter one’s hand on top of his head and started to kiss his ravishing lips , soon their clothes are already scattered at the floor and Yuto started penetrating the other one.
“I’ve destroyed everything just to be with you.” Yamada said as Yuto thrust inside him gently, afraid of breaking the latter as if it’s something so fragile.
“I’ve betrayed everyone just to be with you.” Yuto replied and kisses the other one’s neck.
They’ve done it. The greatest sin of all. A relationship between human and angel.
-
“Morimoto. I have a task for you.”
“What is it Creator-sama?” Ryutaro replied with Chinen riding on his back.
-
The two hid themselves from the world. They locked themselves away in their own. They’re already contented having each other. And that is already enough for them.
Yamada and Yuto are having their best time accompanying each other, who knew that Yamada would make Yuto go crazy about him and who knew that just by those simple gesture Yuto do to Yamada will make the other one flushed. They've gone to a lot of dates,kept each other warm with their hugs, shared a lot of kisses, made a lot of memories.
"I don't regret what I have done, but my love, I fear one day you'll be gone." Yamada said as he was sitting on Yuto's lap, snuggling as he felt the other one's warmth wrapping him.
"Fear not my sweetheart, and rest assured because you are my treasure that I'm afraid to lose." Yuto replied then pecked his forehead as he wraps his arms protectively to the younger. And the both of them had gone into sleep, feeling as if they had their own world in their hands.
Ah , the greatest sin of all. They won't last long and one must fall. The ship they continue to sail will someday become frail and overcoming the largest waves they will not avail. The forbidden sin they've made kept cutting the unhealed wound making it greater, until one day....
"Let's go to the park and have some fresh air!" Yuto suggested as he jumps up and down gleefully, Yamada giggling as he nods in agreement.
They happily both go to the park, feeling the cold breeze of the air as it hit their face. Feeling peace and assurance. Everything's gonna be fine, they thought.
"Stay here Yuto, I'll just go buy us some refreshments." Yamada bid and walked away.
Yuto is preparing the blanket they will use in their picnic when suddenly... A shot of gun being fired was heard.
"Blood!"
"Call an ambulance!!"
"Is he still breathing?!"
"He's dead!"
A lot of people surrounded Yuto and Yamada swiftly goes to his side.
"No! Yuto! No!" Yamada said as he hugs the other boy's head and placed it in his chest.
The angry bullet of judgement has pierced right into the human, making him fall unconscious and blood gush out from his heart.
Yamada looked up and was surprised when the crowd was gone and there, in front of him, Morimoto Ryutaro holding a gun.
The younger boy stared at him with sadness visible in his eyes. He killed him yet why does he have to feel sad?
"I'm sorry for your lost." Ryutaro said looking down.
Yamada's blood boiled the moment he saw the boy. It's his ex-bestfriend. He stole Chinen Yuri from him. He killed Nakajima Yuto with his own hands. He regretted why Morimoto Ryutaro became his bestfriend because right now, he want the boy dead.
"Why do you have to get everyone that I love?!?!" Yamada shouted and a punch landed on the other boy's face.
"First, Chinen Yuri and now, Nakajima Yuto! Why do you always have to interfere my life?! Why don’t you just let me do what I want!? Why do you always have to take my happiness away from me!!" Yamada wailed as he punches the younger. Crying was all he can do as he wail. Why does it always have to be him.
"An order from the Creator." Ryutaro said making Yamada widened his eyes. "Don't play dumb Ryosuke! You two have commited the greatest sin! And do you think our Creator will keep silent about it? You know the consequence once we angels fell in love with humans, yet you act as if it's nothing and shrug it off!". Ryutaro added.
"One has to live and one has to die." Yamada whispered to his self. "But that doesn't mean Yuto has to be the one to die!" Yamada exclaimed.
"Don't tell me you're..." Ryutaro's eyes widened.
"Yes."
"Once you've done it, you can never undo it." Ryutaro said and disappeared, leaving only smoke.
Yamada goes beside Yuto and smiled. He once again held Yuto in his arms, crying more as he did so.
"My dear, lying cold..." Yamada kissed Yuto's forehead.
"I will spend my life for you as I swore on that day." Kissed the space between the taller one's eyebrow.
"My sin against God..." A kiss on the nose.
"All of my treachery should be paid by my death" A kiss on the chin.
"So , I will die for you and..." He kissed Yuto's lips. Pressing his lips to him for one last time. The last kiss that they will share. The last memory that they will make. A tear suddenly came out from Yamada's eyes and as he felt Yuto kissing him back, he smiled.
"Ryosuke. Don't. Please." Yuto begged , his eyes full of tears wetting his cheeks.
"And..."
"No please, Ryosuke!" Yuto hugged the latter tight and never will he let go, crying more as he did so.
"And I believe this is my fate." Yamada whispered.
The wingless fallen angel freed from the contract of the demon, leaving one feather , he saved the boy and vanished away.