The Sweet Pain [fic]
Title: 甘い痛み [The Sweet Pain]
Pairing: YamaYuri (stuck with the new name recently xP)
Author: Yurinocherry
Rating: PG-13 (just to be safe)
Warning: for blood, and more angsty stuff (yes it’s an angst fic)
Summary: lines of tracing tears on his cheek. a pool of blood. A regretful thing he had made.
A mortal body was caked in blood. Black obsidian eyes were staring into space. A small knife rested between his fingers. Grip had been loosened on the sharp knife. Pooled of blood surrounded him, welcoming him into a new sensation. Ignoring the hardly pounding head, eyes were struggling against the urge to drown in unconsciousness. The pain on his wrist was great, but the one in his heart was far greater.
Time was ticking in his head. Waiting for the impossible possible. Fear was the least that consuming him, all he need now was the pain. He wanted to enjoy this pain. he wasn’t really a masochist to begin with, but at the moment he really didn’t mind. Atmosphere was getting thicker, blood drenched the body. He was bathed in red liquid. When he was finally getting his soon endless rest the door fluttered open and the eerie and strange silence broke.
"No."
The tall figure dashed and wrapped his arms around the little boy and pulled him into a tight embrace. The sudden warmth crept through. Choked sobs came out uninvited. The smaller boy's mouth opened and close as he gathered his last power to tell some certain words to his beloved one.
“Y-Yama-chan..”, the dying boy whispered. He cupped his hand on the crying boy's cheek, staining it with some amount of blood.
“Y-Yama-chan, I..”
The air was getting thicker as the little boy whispered. Yamada barely heard it but he caught every movement of the little boy's lips.
“I still love you..”
Yamada felt the hand on his cheek weakened and dropped down to the ground, splashing the pool of blood on the ground as the loving eyes suddenly leaving the precious boy in front of him. Fear was haunting him to the edge, he couldn’t think, he couldn’t move. His body was trembling. Eyes widened in fear, tears warming his cheek and came out escaping so endlessly.
"Why.." Yamada whispered as he buried his face on the unconscious boy's neck.
“Don’t leave me..I’m sorry..”, he choke out sobs, tightened his embrace.
Guilty.
How the word made his heart hurts.
Sorry.
How the word longed to be said from him.
I love you.
How the simple sentence wanted so badly to be heard from the boy in front of him.
“I’m sorry!” He shouted, desperately. “I’m sorry! I’m sorry!”
He knew.
”I’m sorry!”
He supposed to know that this day would come.
”Chinen, I’m sorry!”
He was blinded by anger. He realized that he'd never whispered those three sacred words to Chinen. He was such a bastard.
“I’m..”
All he knew.
“Sorry...”
That he was regretting.
“I’m so sorry..”
He was regretting about everything.
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A/N: HELLO THERE! Well I decided that I shud NOT stop writing fanfics! Yay me!! /cheers/ Well, life has been harsh but I supposed I’m getting used to it >D /smiles triumphantly/ most of my fics (from now on) would be in AU (Alternate Universe?) >:D since I’m not that 'up-to-date' with JUMP recently. As you noticed, my style of writing kinda changed as well! /proud/ /kicked/ korekaramo yoroshiku onegaishima-su!
Pairing: YamaYuri (stuck with the new name recently xP)
Author: Yurinocherry
Rating: PG-13 (just to be safe)
Warning: for blood, and more angsty stuff (yes it’s an angst fic)
Summary: lines of tracing tears on his cheek. a pool of blood. A regretful thing he had made.
A mortal body was caked in blood. Black obsidian eyes were staring into space. A small knife rested between his fingers. Grip had been loosened on the sharp knife. Pooled of blood surrounded him, welcoming him into a new sensation. Ignoring the hardly pounding head, eyes were struggling against the urge to drown in unconsciousness. The pain on his wrist was great, but the one in his heart was far greater.
Time was ticking in his head. Waiting for the impossible possible. Fear was the least that consuming him, all he need now was the pain. He wanted to enjoy this pain. he wasn’t really a masochist to begin with, but at the moment he really didn’t mind. Atmosphere was getting thicker, blood drenched the body. He was bathed in red liquid. When he was finally getting his soon endless rest the door fluttered open and the eerie and strange silence broke.
"No."
The tall figure dashed and wrapped his arms around the little boy and pulled him into a tight embrace. The sudden warmth crept through. Choked sobs came out uninvited. The smaller boy's mouth opened and close as he gathered his last power to tell some certain words to his beloved one.
“Y-Yama-chan..”, the dying boy whispered. He cupped his hand on the crying boy's cheek, staining it with some amount of blood.
“Y-Yama-chan, I..”
The air was getting thicker as the little boy whispered. Yamada barely heard it but he caught every movement of the little boy's lips.
“I still love you..”
Yamada felt the hand on his cheek weakened and dropped down to the ground, splashing the pool of blood on the ground as the loving eyes suddenly leaving the precious boy in front of him. Fear was haunting him to the edge, he couldn’t think, he couldn’t move. His body was trembling. Eyes widened in fear, tears warming his cheek and came out escaping so endlessly.
"Why.." Yamada whispered as he buried his face on the unconscious boy's neck.
“Don’t leave me..I’m sorry..”, he choke out sobs, tightened his embrace.
Guilty.
How the word made his heart hurts.
Sorry.
How the word longed to be said from him.
I love you.
How the simple sentence wanted so badly to be heard from the boy in front of him.
“I’m sorry!” He shouted, desperately. “I’m sorry! I’m sorry!”
He knew.
”I’m sorry!”
He supposed to know that this day would come.
”Chinen, I’m sorry!”
He was blinded by anger. He realized that he'd never whispered those three sacred words to Chinen. He was such a bastard.
“I’m..”
All he knew.
“Sorry...”
That he was regretting.
“I’m so sorry..”
He was regretting about everything.
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A/N: HELLO THERE! Well I decided that I shud NOT stop writing fanfics! Yay me!! /cheers/ Well, life has been harsh but I supposed I’m getting used to it >D /smiles triumphantly/ most of my fics (from now on) would be in AU (Alternate Universe?) >:D since I’m not that 'up-to-date' with JUMP recently. As you noticed, my style of writing kinda changed as well! /proud/ /kicked/ korekaramo yoroshiku onegaishima-su!