May 02, 2004 16:50
Well, the whole of today has been pretty damn lousy. No, I didn't get groped but I spent all of Annika's party making sure I wouldn't. It was very stressful cuz I couldn't relax at all. I kind of just wanna lay down and cry. P-chan e-mailed me to see if we could get together, and I hope so. I need a nice day out with the girls. I really do. You know, they say when you have depression its really crippling, and I found out how that really is, because this has got to be one of my worst depressive states EVER. I hope I don't have it and this is only temporary, cuz when you feel like this all you wanna do is lay down and die. I'm feeling a bit better though. I'm gonna have some strawberries.