Day 2: Torture

Jan 12, 2012 15:03

I said i would be 100% committed and 100% truthful. It was hard you guys, it was really hard. I had my morning shake, and snack. By noon, I was feeling hungry again so I made my other shake but I just couldn't finish it. So i had it sitting there for like 3 hours but eventually I drank it, then had a cup of carrots. Then my boyfriend comes in the room after work and says " get ready we are leaving soon" OH SHIT i forgot!! It was his mom's birthday :0 They were going to eat Mariscos (mexican seafood) Luckily, I sounded really sick (i've been sick for about a week now) so i was able to get away with staying home. ( No, I did not want to be around a table of 16 people asking me why i wasn't eating AND to have to sit there while everyone stuffed their faces) So while they left, I made my other shake miserable thinking about the delicious mariscos everyone was having. As I was on the computer, I was torturing myself even more by going to food websites and planning the healthy recipes that I was going to start after this detox. So I spent about 7 hours drooling over all this food and just fell asleep

Here ends my day 2 with a not so happy ending.

new life, weight goals

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