Math grade; what the hell?? Notes on finishing second year
It was all over today when I moved out and finished the last of my meal points at OVT (only 1 cent left... wow).
Moving out was stressful..
Anyway, about the math grade! Our professor already graded everything and posted the grades on webct. I was very anxious, as I feared I might not have done well enough to pass, screwing up my next few semesters in order to make up for it.
I got a freaking B. I thought, "what the hell? Did I really know enough about this math in order to get a B???" It almost made me think I should have taken it for a letter grade. Haha. I did worse on 10B than 10C, which I did take for a letter grade!! Grrr. Oh well.
If I manage to get the two As in Music and Japanese, I don't really care what I get in history, as long as it's something in B-range... Actually I probably will act like I care but I don't really. My TA was unfriendly and unhelpful (and a bit condescending), so whether or not I did well had to do a lot with how much my TA helped (or rather, didn't help). But if it is in B-range, I'll finally be able to get Provost Honors again after 4 quarters ;_; I don't know what it's good for, but it sounds nice.
I had spent most of last night packing (after Buca di Beppo around 10ish to 5AM) with the apartment to myself, music blaring (well, during the decent hours to be blaring; I turned it down when I realized the people upstairs were still here). The other three had all checked out so I had all the room to work with.
I also had to clean up everything *miffed*
It was very odd and conflicting... I know emotionally and mentally (well physically too since the sleep factor kind of sucked) this year was really tough for me. So much animosity or indifference. What can I say. I am an emotional person. Not (very) rational. I notice I say or write "I feel ..." rather than "I think ..."
Anyway, despite those things I got this weird feeling of loneliness and felt sad about leaving. I mean, I did spend a year there.
Dang I'm tired... Oh well. No finish to the entry.
Moving out was stressful..
Anyway, about the math grade! Our professor already graded everything and posted the grades on webct. I was very anxious, as I feared I might not have done well enough to pass, screwing up my next few semesters in order to make up for it.
I got a freaking B. I thought, "what the hell? Did I really know enough about this math in order to get a B???" It almost made me think I should have taken it for a letter grade. Haha. I did worse on 10B than 10C, which I did take for a letter grade!! Grrr. Oh well.
If I manage to get the two As in Music and Japanese, I don't really care what I get in history, as long as it's something in B-range... Actually I probably will act like I care but I don't really. My TA was unfriendly and unhelpful (and a bit condescending), so whether or not I did well had to do a lot with how much my TA helped (or rather, didn't help). But if it is in B-range, I'll finally be able to get Provost Honors again after 4 quarters ;_; I don't know what it's good for, but it sounds nice.
I had spent most of last night packing (after Buca di Beppo around 10ish to 5AM) with the apartment to myself, music blaring (well, during the decent hours to be blaring; I turned it down when I realized the people upstairs were still here). The other three had all checked out so I had all the room to work with.
I also had to clean up everything *miffed*
It was very odd and conflicting... I know emotionally and mentally (well physically too since the sleep factor kind of sucked) this year was really tough for me. So much animosity or indifference. What can I say. I am an emotional person. Not (very) rational. I notice I say or write "I feel ..." rather than "I think ..."
Anyway, despite those things I got this weird feeling of loneliness and felt sad about leaving. I mean, I did spend a year there.
Dang I'm tired... Oh well. No finish to the entry.