Title: A husband's letter
Author:
yuniquekimchiPairing: YunJae
Rating: G
Length: One-Shot
Genre: Fluff, Romance
Summary: A man in love is not complete until he’s married.
First of all I just want to say hello to the love of my life who’s reading this letter right now. We’ve been married for two years today. You’ve given me the best years of my life and I hope there are more happy years to come. We have our differences like any other couple, but we never shout at each other. When we first got together, you taught me that shouting doesn’t solve anything, it just causes unnecessary pain. Our friends question how we can maintain the passion if we never shout at each other, if we never get mad. We do get mad at each other, but we never yell. You’re right, it doesn’t solve anything, it just hurts.
I remember the first day I met you. My second year of High School, you were in your first. Do you remember how I tried to get you to notice me? I bought the cutest pink heart Post-it notes and I wrote cute messages on them before I attached them to your locker. I think I did this for about 6 months. I thought you never even noticed me in school, but I was wrong. You had been writing messages to me as well, but you arrived at school so early... when only the teachers were present, so the Janitor removed the notes from my locker before the rest of the students arrived. I still wonder what you wrote. Maybe if I had seen your replies, we could have gotten together sooner. I remember the first message I wrote to you.
‘You are beautiful.
Not only because of the brownness in your eyes
Or the shape of your body that sends me to the skies.
Not only because of the fullness of your lips
Or the shape of your gorgeous and slender hips.
You are beautiful,
attractive and magnetic.
You are beautiful
and don't you ever forget it.
You are beautiful,
and grow more every day.
You are beautiful,
in every single way.
You are beautiful.’
I think it took me 7 Post-It notes or so to write that. Your locker was covered with hearts, because from day one, you stole mine.
I remember every single second I’ve ever spent with you. Every second spent with you, is a second were my life grows greater. You have given me so much, yet I feel like I have given you so little. You deserve the best, and I wish I could give you the world. I wish I could reach out and give you a star... no, that won’t be possible, because you are the only star on earth. Roses are ashamed to blossom in the presence of your beauty, birds are ashamed to sing when the heavenly tone of your voice is heard. You are in every single way perfect to me. We are perfect together. We were given two hands to hold, two legs to walk, two eyes to see, two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find.
When I saw you I was afraid to meet you. When I met you I was afraid to kiss you. When I kissed you I was afraid to love you. Now that I love you, I am afraid to lose you. I can’t imagine a life without you and just the mere thought of it scares me. We stand strong but if it all falls apart, I will know deep in my heart, the only dream that mattered had come true. In this life, I was loved by you.
You always used to tell me: No man is worth your tears, and when you find the man who is, he will never make you cry.
You never tell me this anymore, and when I asked you why, you simply said that you had already found that man.
You are amazing in every single way. To the world you are one person, but to one person you are the world. You’re everything I’ve ever dreamt of. You are the long walks in the park, you are the romantic walks on the beach, you are the sunrise in the morning and the sunset at night. You’re my everything. All I need is you.
I love the way you cover your mouth when you laugh.
I love the way you flip your pillow to the cool side.
I love the way you always make me breakfast in the morning.
I love the way you rest your head on my chest when we sleep.
I love the way you hold my hand.
I love the way you push your glasses back in place.
I love the way you kiss me goodnight.
But most of all, I love you for who you are.
I’ve never been the most romantic husband, but I hope this shows you how much I love you. At least it gives you a simple clue. Because you could multiply it by infinity, take it to the depths of forever and still, you'll only have a glimpse of how much I love you.
Happy anniversary Jaejoong darling.
As we grow older together, as we continue to change with age, There is one thing that will never change.
I will always keep falling in love with you.
I love you.
Yours forever, Yunho
The soft sounds that followed were that of two husbands hugging each other and a silent promise of forever.