RAMBLE
I must be such a jerk. I can't be sad for more than 2 days at max? Even when my favourite grandma has an incurable illness and the evil bastard spread further into her stomach. Jesus...
Thank you guys for your heads up. Though I still don't get why people would say "I'm sorry" when it's really not of their relevance or blame. Makes me feel bad but I'm socially awkward so don't mind me.
The only thing that's hard to take in is mum grieving, she regrets she wasn't a very good daughter and I have to agree. I told her to get to Korea ASAP and stay with her as long as she's capable of. She wanted to take my brother and I along but we decided against it. The money wasted on our tickets could easily go to treating grandma to her favourite meals and such. She lived such a hard life, she should be treated like a princess at her age...
WELL I suspect ma will be away for more than 3 months and in that time I shall have to "hold the fort". If anyone knows any (PREFERABLY EASY LOL) recipe ideas please let me know! Dad's pretty much not at home from work most of the times but I need to feed my growing-boy of a brother. Did I mention he's taller than me now? I'm slightly overwhelmed at how I should pack lunches for two fully grown "men". And the breakfast. And the dinner. And all the rest of the fun housework. Haha and I should start a part-time job so I can at least do the grocery. Then college restarts in March. Busy life! Though I'm kinda looking forward to the challenge. C:
All in all, I guess I won't be around as much after Feb ends. Let's make the most of the times we have~ gotta finish sending out mails first. Please pray for my dearest granny and mother, I know it helps. Thank you guys! You really do brighten up my day. <3