(no subject)
I have upset my father. Yes, the one with the weak heart. I think I have broken him down more than I should have. I think that I don't appreciate everything that's been done for me. I am inept, and will throw anything away for a good time. These days have surely ended. I do believe that I deserve the structure that I have never had in my earlier life.
I'll never be dishonest so long as I live.