left side equals cripp side.
I had a deliciously bipolar day at work. Of course, I had an upsetting argument with my father previous to going to work, so of course, I was just a bit upset when I went. I got there and every little thing was setting me off. I ended up in tears at only one point in the evening (to think, I'd been doing so well). I don't think that anyone hates me because of it. I got a lot of hugs from people, which was really great. I got invited for drinks with this one girl, whos name I can't remember for the life of me. I know she's a sweetheart though. I didn't end up going, I was so exhausted anyway.
My night did, however end on a happier note though. I got the one on one I needed from my boy bee eff eff. And I called Denise and chatted her up something awful. I love that girl way hard. I'm so glad that she's one of the people from Michigan that I've still kept in touch with.. and that I actually got to spend a week with her last year.
I appoligized to Denise tonight, actually. I was thinking last night, about how bad I felt about being such a pot head when she was down last year. So I told her that I felt really poorly about it, and that I hiope there wasn't any harm done. She said I wasn't as bad as all of that, but I admitted to her that I'd promised myself that I wouldn't do it at all while she was down. Oh well, no real use in rehashing thigns that happened so long ago, right? Denise and I also spoke of the impending drug problem thats going on nation wide right now. I really didn't think it was as bad as all of that, but I forget that I came from a place where there was a general prevalency of drugs as well as having moved to one. Hmm, it doesn't involve me, so whatever.
Oh yeah, my cell phone is turned back on. I'm not a loser anymore. I need to call everyone all day now <3. My schedule for work next week wins way hard too. I think I've got Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and Friday off. Or something like that. I think what I mean by that is some delicous Fort Myers party time. Also, I've got to get up to the Palm Coast and see my Diana-lover. She's so delicious that I'm actually going through withdrawals. Oh yes, I'm a junkie like that.
I think I need to get my sleep on now. <333
My night did, however end on a happier note though. I got the one on one I needed from my boy bee eff eff. And I called Denise and chatted her up something awful. I love that girl way hard. I'm so glad that she's one of the people from Michigan that I've still kept in touch with.. and that I actually got to spend a week with her last year.
I appoligized to Denise tonight, actually. I was thinking last night, about how bad I felt about being such a pot head when she was down last year. So I told her that I felt really poorly about it, and that I hiope there wasn't any harm done. She said I wasn't as bad as all of that, but I admitted to her that I'd promised myself that I wouldn't do it at all while she was down. Oh well, no real use in rehashing thigns that happened so long ago, right? Denise and I also spoke of the impending drug problem thats going on nation wide right now. I really didn't think it was as bad as all of that, but I forget that I came from a place where there was a general prevalency of drugs as well as having moved to one. Hmm, it doesn't involve me, so whatever.
Oh yeah, my cell phone is turned back on. I'm not a loser anymore. I need to call everyone all day now <3. My schedule for work next week wins way hard too. I think I've got Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and Friday off. Or something like that. I think what I mean by that is some delicous Fort Myers party time. Also, I've got to get up to the Palm Coast and see my Diana-lover. She's so delicious that I'm actually going through withdrawals. Oh yes, I'm a junkie like that.
I think I need to get my sleep on now. <333