Sep 13, 2006 16:25
when he said it was over the thing i dreaded most was him saying he wanted me back coz i didnt know if i was strong enough to make that decission and sure enough he said he wanted me back and he was sorry and he was an asshole and he loved me and missed me and blah blah blah and me being the stupid bitch i am actually beleived him and fell for it how stupid am i coz hes now apparently changed his mind. i bet his little whore broke up with him so he thought oh well ill just call em and ask her back but then he found someone else who he could fuck and decided well fuck em ill just spin her some load of bullshit and tell her i dont want her back anymore she wont mind it wont bother her. WELL I GOT NEWS FOR U BUDDY it does bother me it like u enjoy kicking me over and over again coz thats what it feels like like ur kicking me repeatedly in the chest and no matter how much i scream thrash kick back u dont stop u stand there and laugh like its nothing and just when i think things are atarting to look up in the world u start with the kicking again. I WISH U WOULD JUST STOP FUCKING HURTING ME I WISH I DIDNT HAVE TO HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH U BUT I DO SO DEAL WITH IT.
i need a smoke and a new life fuck u all