Wanna know the problem?

[yuminyuminyumin]

• I'm not there.
• I'm not there.
• I'M NOT THERE.
• I can't buy her ice cream or rojak or anything.
• I can't yell her name out loud like I always do and see her smile.
• I can only see her on a friggin' screen.
• I can only watch videos of her waving and saying hi to me. On repeat. It's the SAME DAMN THING. "Hello yiminnnn", "Hello yiminnnnn", "HE(FREAKING)LLO YIMINNN" and pictures. Still photographs.
• 我不在哪。
• I WANT TO BE.

That's the fricking problem. GOT IT?