That's really fate O_o Oh yeah, Ame no Orchestra would really be one of those songs that fit this chapter just perfectly v.v
I told you it would be the "out of the blue chapter" *laughs* Already that very first conversation with Yamapi... Yamapi talking about Tegoshi, Jin finding the similarities to Kazuya... and saying that he would break up with him so suddenly, and the reader is so not prepared for that. And I'm not quite sure, why I did that for their break up, but I probably just wanted that reaction: Ehat happens there is completely nonsense. They're actings are just so different from what they talk about. They decide to break up, but still don't move a bit, still can't let go of each other. And of course, they didn't really move from that spot until Jin made that final step in the end. Not believing in what Kazuya said... I was SO mad at Jin afterwards myself *laugh* But I knew you would be one of those persons who can empathize with him <33
I love rollercoasters... at least the emotional ones, not the real ones; I hate those, actually XD But I'm glad you liked it; though it's your least favourite chapter... v.v *löl* Which one is the fave then? O.o
Aww~ We never have the wrong timing, sweetheart! *hugs soooo tight* Love you <333
Yes I know it would be xD but while reading I forgot about it *laughs* However, as said, in the end it felt right to me, so it wasn't really all "out of the blue". Seriously, keep saying what you want, you're a genuine writer!! ò.Ó Accept it! ;D Actually I didn't find it too surprising that Jin'd come up with that in his conversation with Yamapi, after all there already was the "it's too much" introduction in the chapter before *scratches head* hmmm, anyway, I like it x3
It's funny how it seems everyone got mad at Jin o_o; am I the only one who rather thought of pulling him in a firm hug, sigh into his ear, then take him by the shoulders, shake him, look deep into his eyes and shake my head and say quiet but determined "For once, Jin... if even only for once... allow to look at things, at your OWN life, from a non-pro perspective. Allow yourself to admit you're so damn friggin' wrong!" ?????? *shocked* O___O I'm still sorry for Kazuya, but I see part of the whole wrong-ness on his side, too v.v It also bothers me that he doesn't seem creative enough to figure what's going on behind Jin's facade D: (btw. how did you know I'd totally feel with Jin?! XD are we so obviously alike or something? *giggles*)
I hate real ones, too ^-^" and I guess I cannot pick a fave chapter yet. For that I'll have to read through all of them again once the story's over o.o;; just now every chapter will make me feel like "Whow, I LOVE this"... I also love this one, I just label it my least fave because of the bad situation XD
*wipes a tear* <3 I'm so glad to hear that T___T x) *clings to you lovingly* ♥
*löl* Thanks for that compliment ^__^ *happy* Yeah, okay, it wasn't completely out of the blue if you look at it from that nagle, but it just was so off topic in their conversation *LÖL* That's probably what I meant... O.o
Yeah, everyone is just mad at Jin *laugh* Although I tried to let the reader see what it is going on in Jin's head, what makes him do all that. Of course, I have to admit, that he's stupid to doubt it when Kazuya says he loves him, but well... v.v Of course Kazuya's not completely innocent with this. If Jin would have been sure of Kazuya's love for him, he might would not ahve made those decisions, ne~? But I'm so glad you're at his side <3 I want people to be not just mad at him, but also feel pity for his confused feelings!
Haha, well, okay.. I'm not quite sure if it'll ever get any worse, if any chapter will be as sad as this one again or even sadder. Probably.
I told you it would be the "out of the blue chapter" *laughs*
Already that very first conversation with Yamapi... Yamapi talking about Tegoshi, Jin finding the similarities to Kazuya... and saying that he would break up with him so suddenly, and the reader is so not prepared for that.
And I'm not quite sure, why I did that for their break up, but I probably just wanted that reaction: Ehat happens there is completely nonsense.
They're actings are just so different from what they talk about. They decide to break up, but still don't move a bit, still can't let go of each other.
And of course, they didn't really move from that spot until Jin made that final step in the end. Not believing in what Kazuya said...
I was SO mad at Jin afterwards myself *laugh* But I knew you would be one of those persons who can empathize with him <33
I love rollercoasters... at least the emotional ones, not the real ones; I hate those, actually XD
But I'm glad you liked it; though it's your least favourite chapter... v.v *löl* Which one is the fave then? O.o
Aww~ We never have the wrong timing, sweetheart!
*hugs soooo tight*
Love you <333
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Actually I didn't find it too surprising that Jin'd come up with that in his conversation with Yamapi, after all there already was the "it's too much" introduction in the chapter before *scratches head* hmmm, anyway, I like it x3
It's funny how it seems everyone got mad at Jin o_o; am I the only one who rather thought of pulling him in a firm hug, sigh into his ear, then take him by the shoulders, shake him, look deep into his eyes and shake my head and say quiet but determined "For once, Jin... if even only for once... allow to look at things, at your OWN life, from a non-pro perspective. Allow yourself to admit you're so damn friggin' wrong!" ?????? *shocked* O___O
I'm still sorry for Kazuya, but I see part of the whole wrong-ness on his side, too v.v It also bothers me that he doesn't seem creative enough to figure what's going on behind Jin's facade D:
(btw. how did you know I'd totally feel with Jin?! XD are we so obviously alike or something? *giggles*)
I hate real ones, too ^-^" and I guess I cannot pick a fave chapter yet. For that I'll have to read through all of them again once the story's over o.o;; just now every chapter will make me feel like "Whow, I LOVE this"... I also love this one, I just label it my least fave because of the bad situation XD
*wipes a tear* <3 I'm so glad to hear that T___T x)
*clings to you lovingly* ♥
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Yeah, okay, it wasn't completely out of the blue if you look at it from that nagle, but it just was so off topic in their conversation *LÖL*
That's probably what I meant... O.o
Yeah, everyone is just mad at Jin *laugh* Although I tried to let the reader see what it is going on in Jin's head, what makes him do all that.
Of course, I have to admit, that he's stupid to doubt it when Kazuya says he loves him, but well... v.v Of course Kazuya's not completely innocent with this. If Jin would have been sure of Kazuya's love for him, he might would not ahve made those decisions, ne~?
But I'm so glad you're at his side <3 I want people to be not just mad at him, but also feel pity for his confused feelings!
Haha, well, okay.. I'm not quite sure if it'll ever get any worse, if any chapter will be as sad as this one again or even sadder.
Probably.
*nuzzles against you*
<33333
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