First I was high, now, I feel higher
And that's because I was able to talk to both my current crush and my previous crush. ͜°°
And well, the rest of today seems to have been good. ≥ᴗ≤
Sure, I wasn't able to eat anything more than a handful of junk food and cupcakes (combined! And I have a small hand, mind you) from 6:30am - 6pm, so now, I have a painful headache.
Anyways, during recess, my friends wanted to go to the library because they needed to do something. I agreed to stay since that's Maikun's hangout place. And a friend happened to be near him so I sneaked behind her and suddenly slid my hands from her shoulder to somewhere on her back. She reacted, going all "don't do that =_= you'll give me a heart attack". When she said that, nearly everyone on the table looked at her and me. Including him. Then I told her about what happened last Friday.
Fast forward to lunch time. I spent it cramming our project. Right when I finished, the bell rang. Well, I was still able to see him.
Fast forward to our birthday celebration for our principal. During class, we knew there would be some dance thingy where selected students will have to dance the dougie. Because of something I said (well, I saw it!) before, my friends and I were joking that Maikun would dance and how they don't want to see it. Now, during the dance-off, we suddenly saw him running towards the participants so that meant he was joining. Then, he danced. Then, we all laughed. I wouldn't be shocked if he gets deemed the "best". He's got some pretty different moves.
Then, dismissal time, he waved bye to my friend. I didn't notice if he said that to me, too. All I noticed was that he said it a second time and I was already looking away.
Fast forward to me being on FB, I was looking through who was online. I saw my previous crush. I asked a friend if I should greet him. She said yes, so I did. And I was able to chat with him. He didn't seem to mind the old thing about me having a crush on him (I ended up having to admit it to the whole class). :)
In fact, he even said something like "so, you still remember me, huh" and in my head I was like "of course! You were my crush after all"
Then, I was able to talk to Maikun, too. So, life's great.
Oh, and, the other day, my male best friend and I chatted on FB. At some point, we ended up talking about my crush on Maikun. Then, he suddenly asked if I was in love. I told him that I doubted it. So, he asked if I've ever been in love. I told him no. So, I asked him why and he said that he thinks I am in love with Maikun. Then he corrected himself. He said I seemed to be falling for Maikun. But of course, seeing as he somewhat dislikes Maikun, he went all "WHY HIM???"
Well, long story short, he doesn't really like Maikun because Maikun is a little vain and feels as though he's close with every body. And, they sort of fought last year. You see, Maikun was courting this girl but she rejected him. My friend said something along the lines of either teasing or mocking him and he got offended so he posted about my friend being a backstabber on Facebook. They're over it now, but still.
So, back to topic, this friend of mine also said that he noticed I changed in some ways. He jokes that I'm a flirt and all (and I don't take offense mainly because I know it is a joke) but that's what he said changed in me. I was never really the type, from what he noted, to go all giddy about a guy. But now, I mention Maikun at least once a day. He hardly got that regarding my previous crush. I don't even know if I told him about my previous crush (we were all classmates so he knew at some point but I don't remember ever opening up to him about it). This time, I told him so that makes a world of a difference, right? Alright, since I wanted to disprove that I changed, I asked another friend if she thought I changed in any way. She said I did, that I seemed happier/more cheerful and less bitchy/moody after I started liking Maikun. So for me, that's two strikes. I tried a third one and he said he didn't really notice anything. In my head, it's probably because we only got closer this year so he really didn't have much basis unlike the first two (the first one knew me since 5th Grade and the second one since Freshman year). But, I also asked him if he thought I was falling and he said something like "it seems that way".
So, today, I asked another one (my female best friend). She also said yes. She said that I was more talkative, especially about him. And that I keep following him (I am not a stalker! I enjoy library, too, mind you. It's cold there). So, I mentioned about what the other two said and she totally agreed with them. I asked her, too, if she thought I was falling and, again, she agreed.
Well, judging from what I've been saying here, do you think I'm falling or already in love with this Maikun?
And well, the rest of today seems to have been good. ≥ᴗ≤
Sure, I wasn't able to eat anything more than a handful of junk food and cupcakes (combined! And I have a small hand, mind you) from 6:30am - 6pm, so now, I have a painful headache.
Anyways, during recess, my friends wanted to go to the library because they needed to do something. I agreed to stay since that's Maikun's hangout place. And a friend happened to be near him so I sneaked behind her and suddenly slid my hands from her shoulder to somewhere on her back. She reacted, going all "don't do that =_= you'll give me a heart attack". When she said that, nearly everyone on the table looked at her and me. Including him. Then I told her about what happened last Friday.
Fast forward to lunch time. I spent it cramming our project. Right when I finished, the bell rang. Well, I was still able to see him.
Fast forward to our birthday celebration for our principal. During class, we knew there would be some dance thingy where selected students will have to dance the dougie. Because of something I said (well, I saw it!) before, my friends and I were joking that Maikun would dance and how they don't want to see it. Now, during the dance-off, we suddenly saw him running towards the participants so that meant he was joining. Then, he danced. Then, we all laughed. I wouldn't be shocked if he gets deemed the "best". He's got some pretty different moves.
Then, dismissal time, he waved bye to my friend. I didn't notice if he said that to me, too. All I noticed was that he said it a second time and I was already looking away.
Fast forward to me being on FB, I was looking through who was online. I saw my previous crush. I asked a friend if I should greet him. She said yes, so I did. And I was able to chat with him. He didn't seem to mind the old thing about me having a crush on him (I ended up having to admit it to the whole class). :)
In fact, he even said something like "so, you still remember me, huh" and in my head I was like "of course! You were my crush after all"
Then, I was able to talk to Maikun, too. So, life's great.
Oh, and, the other day, my male best friend and I chatted on FB. At some point, we ended up talking about my crush on Maikun. Then, he suddenly asked if I was in love. I told him that I doubted it. So, he asked if I've ever been in love. I told him no. So, I asked him why and he said that he thinks I am in love with Maikun. Then he corrected himself. He said I seemed to be falling for Maikun. But of course, seeing as he somewhat dislikes Maikun, he went all "WHY HIM???"
Well, long story short, he doesn't really like Maikun because Maikun is a little vain and feels as though he's close with every body. And, they sort of fought last year. You see, Maikun was courting this girl but she rejected him. My friend said something along the lines of either teasing or mocking him and he got offended so he posted about my friend being a backstabber on Facebook. They're over it now, but still.
So, back to topic, this friend of mine also said that he noticed I changed in some ways. He jokes that I'm a flirt and all (and I don't take offense mainly because I know it is a joke) but that's what he said changed in me. I was never really the type, from what he noted, to go all giddy about a guy. But now, I mention Maikun at least once a day. He hardly got that regarding my previous crush. I don't even know if I told him about my previous crush (we were all classmates so he knew at some point but I don't remember ever opening up to him about it). This time, I told him so that makes a world of a difference, right? Alright, since I wanted to disprove that I changed, I asked another friend if she thought I changed in any way. She said I did, that I seemed happier/more cheerful and less bitchy/moody after I started liking Maikun. So for me, that's two strikes. I tried a third one and he said he didn't really notice anything. In my head, it's probably because we only got closer this year so he really didn't have much basis unlike the first two (the first one knew me since 5th Grade and the second one since Freshman year). But, I also asked him if he thought I was falling and he said something like "it seems that way".
So, today, I asked another one (my female best friend). She also said yes. She said that I was more talkative, especially about him. And that I keep following him (I am not a stalker! I enjoy library, too, mind you. It's cold there). So, I mentioned about what the other two said and she totally agreed with them. I asked her, too, if she thought I was falling and, again, she agreed.
Well, judging from what I've been saying here, do you think I'm falling or already in love with this Maikun?