Sex Kitten
So apparently I've become what they call a sex kitten. I'm a lot like the woman I see in the mirror. About a month ago I decided "Fuck it, I'll take who I want" and proceeded to take home the two hottest boys at the rave. Part of it was to bring up my self esteem, another part was bitterness. I've wasted so much time on my past partners and the fertility clinic is 2 months late with impregnating me. I was going to use these boys. It's going to be about me this time.
I dropped one partner and picked up another but for a time I had three. It's a powerful feeling to play this game. I felt like a character from the Archie comics where you go out with whoever you feel like. I'm glad I have a knack to pick up good boys. They're all sweethearts.
It's getting in the way of hanging out w friends however, or even upkeeping the house. This summer experiment is only supposed to last so long. I'd rather just meet someone reliable. Someone who will stand with me for the rest of their life and share the burden.
Yea. Dreaming.
I dropped one partner and picked up another but for a time I had three. It's a powerful feeling to play this game. I felt like a character from the Archie comics where you go out with whoever you feel like. I'm glad I have a knack to pick up good boys. They're all sweethearts.
It's getting in the way of hanging out w friends however, or even upkeeping the house. This summer experiment is only supposed to last so long. I'd rather just meet someone reliable. Someone who will stand with me for the rest of their life and share the burden.
Yea. Dreaming.