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Tests, I'm not looking forward to more of them. I had a few done yesterday after Renji convinced me maybe I should. This morning they said they got hold of my doctor and he is coming tonight. I spoke to him on the phone for a little while. He didn't say much so I'm not sure what to think, so I won't ^_^
Niou stopped by, thank you, and Renji spent the night with me in the hospital, but maybe he shouldn't tonight. There's school tomorrow and the team needs someone to look after it since I can't make it. I'll do my best to be back on tuesday though.
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The fact that he is coming back earier doesn't put me at ease at all. He rulled out anemia, I asked if it could he a relapse and despite it being rare, it could be, but he said I shouldn't worry since I'm in the hospital and I'm already having blood transfusion. My parents have been called so I know he knows more than he's saying. 'Could be'? It is, I know it is a relapse, it doesn't mean it will be as bad... I might be well soon, I might be able to play in the tournament.
I have a fever, my legs hurt bad enough for them to give me analgesics and I feel very weak. It makes me so angry... I worked so damn hard... through this 'residual' pain that will never leave me to get back to my old shape, I don't want to lose it all to this stupid illness again!!
Sanada... where the hell are you...
Niou stopped by, thank you, and Renji spent the night with me in the hospital, but maybe he shouldn't tonight. There's school tomorrow and the team needs someone to look after it since I can't make it. I'll do my best to be back on tuesday though.
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The fact that he is coming back earier doesn't put me at ease at all. He rulled out anemia, I asked if it could he a relapse and despite it being rare, it could be, but he said I shouldn't worry since I'm in the hospital and I'm already having blood transfusion. My parents have been called so I know he knows more than he's saying. 'Could be'? It is, I know it is a relapse, it doesn't mean it will be as bad... I might be well soon, I might be able to play in the tournament.
I have a fever, my legs hurt bad enough for them to give me analgesics and I feel very weak. It makes me so angry... I worked so damn hard... through this 'residual' pain that will never leave me to get back to my old shape, I don't want to lose it all to this stupid illness again!!
Sanada... where the hell are you...