Happy for You part 2
Hara and Junhyung had been dating now for three months. And all the while, Hyunseung was quietly dying. He wouldn’t -couldn’t-eat or sleep properly. He would just smile when it was needed and would go back to his miserable state afterwards. Hard slaps across his cheek from EACH of his dongsaengs except Junhyung, of course brought him back to reality. The magnae line were crying while shouting at their hyung, saying that they didn’t really want to hurt Hyunseung but he was being stupid, that they’ll kick Junhyung out of the dorm if he wanted to. Finding the three of them crying hurt Hyunseung even more and the tears he had stopped for whole three months finally came out.
“Hyunseung ah~” Junhyung called out in the dead of the night.
The older groggily sat up and sleepily blinked his doe eyes. “Jun, what time is it?”
The younger smirked at him and pulled him off the bed. “It’s time for us to talk again.”
Hyunseung was too sleepy to say anything and just let himself be dragged by Junhyung to the living room. Joker sighed when he saw how tired his hyung was but a small smile tugged on his lips; what, Hyunseung looked adorable! It seemed like his hyung really couldn’t fight his sleepiness and slumped back against the couch. Junhyung laughed before putting his hyung on his lap. Hyunseung mumbled something incoherent but it was obviously a protest.
“Shut up, hyung. You looked dead to the world so arguing is pointless.’ Junhyung pointed out while he played with Hyunseung’s hair.
“Jerk.” The 4D boy muttered. “Why’d you wake me up, anyway?”
“It was nothing. I just missed you.” Junhyung honestly stated then pulled Hyunseung closer.
The doe eyed boy was stunned speechless so he didn’t reply to what the rapper said.
“You know what, hyung. I missed when the two of us would stay up late then just talk here or play some games.” The rapper laughed. “Boy,
you suck at every game except dancing games but that doesn’t count! You’re our dancer so of course, you’d win.”
Hyunseung laughed in spite of himself. “Jun, you sounded like a kid. When did you become so childish?”
“I am NOT childish, dude.” Junhyung said seriously.
“Whatever you say.” Hyunseung replied playfully.
Junhyung saw the challenge in Hyunseung’s actions and tackled him before the older could move. Hyunseung found himself rolling on the floor while being tickled by their rapper. He tried to fight back but Junhyung was much stronger than him. After a few minutes, the younger finally stopped and the two of them lay panting on the floor. Even though Hyunseung felt like his lungs are about to explode, he was smiling like crazy. He had seriously missed moments like this with the younger and this was totally welcome.
“Hey-pant-Hyun-pant-seung-pant-hyung.” Junhyung called out.
Hyunseung turned to Junhyung.
Junhyung thought his heart just stopped right there.
Hyunseung looked beautiful, gorgeous, amazing, say any word related to that and you got it. It left Junhyung breathless and he was sure the older knew it too. The way those doe eyes sparkle, those pink plump lips slightly parted, his flushed cheeks making him look even more beautiful than normal-oh my gosh, it was more than what Junhyung could handle. So he just lay there and gaped at his hyung.
“Yo, Jun, You’re drooling.” Hyunseung commented.
The rapper quickly snapped out of his daze and checked if he really was. “Bastard, I was not.”
Hyunseung laughed. “You could have been. Did you call me just to look at your stupid face?”
“This stupid face you are calling is loved by many people so shut up.”
Hyunseung smirked. “Whatever. I’m hotter than you.”
Junhyung was about to retort until he smiled. “That’s right.”
The older paused and hoped that he wasn’t blushing. “Whatever.”
The rapper looked up at the ceiling and sighed. “You know, you and Hara have the same doe eyes. Those big eyes that are just always so full of emotions. Well, in your case, full of weird stuffs.”
The older didn’t know if he should respond. Seriously, how many things could he have in common with Hara?
“But, at the same time, they’re very different.” Junhyung turned to look at Hyunseung. “Your eyes even though you’re 4D and weird like that,
they’re still better. They’re so innocent and full of the things that you can’t say or show. For example, you feel really shy when you show your concern to the members but I can see that you really love us.”
Hyunseung digested what Junhyung had said and he couldn’t help but smile. At least there were still some things that Junhyung had liked about him. A long moment passed again and neither of them had said anything.
Junhyung broke the silence. “There you go again. You’re just quiet all of a sudden. I hate it.”
“Then don’t say things like that.” Hyunseung snapped without thinking.
“What? What did you just say?” Junhyung raised his voice.
Hyunseung shook his head and didn’t respond.
“There you go again, clamming up when you feel like it. Do you have any idea how hard it is to understand you?”
“Then don’t understand me. Yoseob understands me fine, by the way.”
“Of course, Yoseob always does! It’s always you and Yoseob together!”
“What do you mean by that?”
“Nothing. It was just that I thought I was your best friend.” Junhyung muttered sarcastically.
“You haven’t been much of a best friend either so you have no right to complain.”
Junhyung stood up. “I haven’t been much of a best friend?! I don’t see you trying to talk to me, I don’t see you trying to reach out!”
Hyunseung stood up also and glared at him. “You don’t see a lot of things! The only thing you do see is Hara! Damn it, how do you think I felt when I found out that you were dating her?! I found out through the news for chrissake!”
Junhyung’s jaw dropped and all his anger vanished. He tried to reach out for the older.
“Don’t even try.” Hyunseung muttered then he ran out.
HYUNSEUNG’S POV
Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Damn it, I shouldn’t have opened my big mouth! Junhyung will definitely know about my feelings now! Tch. I am such a babo.
I didn’t care where I’m going anymore. I just continued to run and run until my feet could no longer carry me. Feet, please hang on. I nearly screamed when someone covered my eyes from the back.
‘This is really beyond stupid, Seung.” The person said. Wait, I know this voice. Could it be?
“Jiyong hyung!” I spun around and hugged him.
I couldn’t believe it! It’s been so long since I’ve met up with Jiyong hyung. It may be because of my joy or just the overall emotional strain but I started to cry quiet sobs that became louder after every minute.
‘Sheesh. Seung, get a grip, will you? Come on. My uncle owns a cafe near here.” Jiyong hyung said it like he’s annoyed but I know he’s actually concerned.
We walked to his uncle’s cafe. Actually, he was walking and half dragging me there. Aish. This is so embarrassing to hyung. We entered the cafe and it looks so amazing! It really looks like a French cafe. Jiyong hyung smiled at me and lead me to one of the tables. He let me took my time in composing myself and I let out a shaky breath and smiled gratefully at him.
“Hyung, thanks a lot.” I said shyly.
He frowned at me then stood up. “Hold that thought.” Then he went to the counter of the cafe and I saw him grab a jacket. “Cover yourself.’
He threw the jacket at my face.
Did he have to throw it so hard? ‘Yah, hyung . . .” I whined.
“What’s wrong, Hyunseung?”
I winced. How could hyung be so frank all the time? “Nothing’s wrong, hyung.”
“Yes and I’m not G Dragon either.” He rolled his eyes.
“Oh really? You have the same name as G Dragon hyung.” I played along.
“Just tell me what’s wrong, Jang. You’re not getting out of your seat until you do.”
I rolled my eyes. As if hyung could stop me anyway. “That’s so scary.”
“Have you taken a look at yourself?” I didn’t answer well since I haven’t.”God, Seung, you are beyond helpless sometimes. I said wear your
jacket now.”
“Jiyong hyung, you need to relax. You’ll get old ordering like that.”
“You’re worse than magnae sometimes.” He sat on the chair beside me and put the jacket around me. That was when I noticed that I was only wearing a thin wife beater. Oh.
Hyung knew that I found what I had done wrong and he seemed expectant. “Sorry.” I mumbled.
He smiled proudly and leaned back his seat. “Now, mind telling me why you were running out of the streets at the dead of the night with only that?”
I can’t tell him about Junhyung. Crap. What will I tell him? “Hyung, I really don’t want to talk about this.”
“Well, too bad. As I said, you aren’t going anywhere until you tell me.”
“Jiyong hyung. . .”
“Stop whining and start talking.”
I sighed. I might as well tell him something. “It’s nothing big. Just some trouble with the members.”
“The members, sure? Or is it just one member?” he said testingly.
I froze. “I don’t know what you mean.”
“SO-1, Jang Hyunseung, 4D Prince, whatever you’re called, I still know you and I know that you love Junhyung more than you’re letting it show.” Hyung said seriously.
“Jiyong hyung, stop saying nonsense.” I scoffed.
“Stop lying. I told you it’s bad habit.” He sighed. “Did you tell him how you feel?”
“Would it matter? He’s dating Hara.” Okay, so I just confirmed what he said. Stupid me.
We were both quiet for a moment and I knew that was the end of that topic. Jiyong hyung was never the one to pursue a topic if the other doesn’t want to. He suddenly smiled cheekily at me and I knew he had a random idea.
“Want to sleep over at Big Bang’s dorms? The guys would be thrilled to see you again!” he said excitedly.
“Right now? I don’t have a change of clothes with me and what if they’re all tired and. . .” I stopped when Jiyong hit my head.
“Stop being so worrisome. You can use my or magnae’s clothes and you know that most of us are nocturnal creatures so everyone should still be up. Are you game for it?”
I just found myself nodding. Maybe seeing the hyungs would actually do me good. It would take my mind off a lot of things at least. I smiled at Jiyong hyung. I’m glad I know him especially at times like these.
END OF HYUNSEUNG’S POV
“You look like death.” Yoseob said frankly when he saw Junhyung at the kitchen.
The rapper just growled at him and stared at the clock. “It’s too early for you to annoy me. Go away.”
“You’re so grumpy today. What’s up?”
“It’s nothing. Go bother Doojoon hyung.”
Yoseob rolled his eyes. “I swear you’re worse than a girl with PMS. Anyway, have you seen Hyunseung hyung? He’s not in bed.”
“I saw him last night.”
“Oh. So, where is he now?”
“No idea.”
“Are you kidding me?” Yoseob clicked his tongue.
Junhyung didn’t need the headache Yoseob was bringing to him. He had sat up all night waiting for Hyunseung to come back so maybe he could apologize or something. It was already 6 in the morning and there was still no sign of the 4D boy. He was dead worried and Yoseob’s nagging was just adding to his pain.
“I’m home!” a happy voice chirped from the entrance.
“Hyunseung hyung, is that you?!” Yoseob called out.
The said boy poked his head through the kitchen door and smiled broadly. “Hi there!”
“Where have you been? Junnie hyung just told me you vanished!”
“Seobie, why would I vanish? I just slept over in Big Bang’s dorms.”
“Big Bang’s dorms? What, you just popped in there just like that?”
“Nope, Jiyong hyung invited me over.”
Without a single word, Junhyung stood up and left the kitchen. Big Bang, huh? Didn’t Hyunseung know how long the younger waited for him? But then of course, he wouldn’t know. He was with Jiyong hyung anyway. Junhyung mentally scowled. Hyunseung was always like that when the leader of Big Bang came into the picture. Sometimes the rapper thinks of how unfair his hyung is because he could never fully let go of his past, because the Big Bang members always had a special place in his heart and because only G Dragon could get him to smile like that. Junhyung stopped in his tracks. Why the heck was he thinking like this? If people could hear his thoughts, they’d assume that . . .
“Jun ah, you’re not listening to me.” Hara pouted.
Joker snapped out of his daze. When did he get here? “Uh, sorry. What were you saying?”
“I asked you if the girls and I could come over to your dorm. We could have a small party or something.”
“Why so sudden?”
“I just thought about it.” Hara looked at him critically. “Why, you don’t like it?”
“It’s not that, really.” Junhyung assured her. “There’s just uh . . . some conflict at the dorm right now.”
“Some conflict being Hyunseung?”
Junhyung raised an eyebrow. “Well, yeah but how did you know that?”
Hara sighed. “He’s always been the trouble maker of the group.”
“Uh, that’s not . . .”
“I get it since he’s so out of it sometimes. Is being 4D just his concept? Or is he really just totally weird?”
“Hara.”
“He’s also very girly. Doesn’t it fit oddly in Beast? You’re supposed to be chic idols like that but you have one member that’s so feminine.”
“Yah, Hara.”
“I don’t get how Yoseob could stand him! They’re always together nowadays right? Are they a couple or something? Yoseob oppa should stay away from him; it might seriously ruin his image.”
“Yah, Go Hara, stop it!” Junhyung exclaimed. “You don’t know Hyunseung so shut up!”
“Junhyung?” Hara asked confusedly.
“I honestly don’t get why people have bad comments about his being 4D. I think it’s unique and it’s what makes him stand out. Sure, it may be a annoying sometimes but it was adorable and it would never cause us to ruin our image! And also being beautiful doesn’t make someone girly. Have you seen him dance? With that power and charisma, you’d look past his pretty face and appreciate the talent that he has!” Junhyung let out a short breath. “He’s actually one of the best things that happened to me.”
Instead of being hurt or shocked, Hara clapped her hands. “It’s about time, Jun.”
The rapper stared at her as if she was crazy and silently demanded an explanation.
“Stop looking at me like that.” Hara whacked his head. “Did you just hear what you said about your beloved Hyunseung?”
Junhyung cocked his head to the side. “Wait, so you don’t mean all those things you said about Seung?”
“Nope, of course not. I’m a fan of every member of Beast, you know. I just said those things so you’d say the things that you did.”
“Huh? Did you set this up or something?”
Hara looked thoughtful. “Well, what I said was set up but yours? I’m pretty sure it was pretty sincere.”
“What’s your point?”
Hara laughed and cooed in a baby voice. “Oh, Jun oppa, you are so clueless, aren’t you?”
“What the heck are you saying?”
Hara laughed again and grinned at him. “I’m breaking up with you, oppa. Now that you know who you really love, there’s really no point of us being together anymore.”
Junhyung’s jaw dropped. “Excuse me?”
Hara stood up from her seat and patted his cheek. “Yong Junhyung, you are in love with Jang Hyunseung, okay? You should have seen your face when I was badmouthing Hyunseung oppa. You looked like you were going to kill me or something. As for our relationship, both of us knew that we just liked each other as sunbae and hoobae. We just tried going out and it lasted because we don’t meet up for long.” Hara kissed his cheek. “Get your man, alright?”
Junhyung just stared after the girl he had been dating recently as she walked out of the café where they usually meet. The rapper knew that he should go after her or to at least feel some guilt for just letting their relationship end that way but truth is, there’s nothing. Nothing remained except the small bubble of joy growing inside him. He probably looked pretty stupid right now considering the fact that one of Korea’s ideal girls just broke up with him but an evident grin was on his face. Now that he knew what he felt, the next step is winning Hyunseung.
(.AN: i have no idea how it became quite long :)) and it's not done yet.. im pretty sure that the next would be the last one :D super sorry for the late update. you know how everyone loves school *rolls eyes* )