(fanfic) Living a dream (Is anything possible?) PART ONE

Jan 20, 2010 21:51

Title: Living a dream (Is anything possible?)

Author: yuki-san2519

Pairing: HSJ member X OC

Summary: The combination of a girl that never thought the person she loved would notice her and a guy; the most popular guy at school but isn’t at all what he seems.

Note: I have not specified or mentioned the name of the main male character in this story; I have decided to leave it up to anyone that actually reads this to place themselves in the position of the girl and tell me who they think the male character is :)


PART ONE

Is it possible to love someone who doesn’t know you exist?

There he was again; walking to the corner store.

Again. Sitting two seats behind him in class; watching his back as he raised his hand to answer the teacher’s question.

Once more. From my seat in the café, I find him quietly sipping his coffee at the table next to the window. His face reads recognition; the person that he was waiting for has arrived. My eyes wonder over to the door, wanting to know who it was. Then she walked in. Tanaka Aiko. She had the cutest face, small, pretty eyes and a great sense of fashion. She sat down opposite him, smiling. My face fell. Who else would it be, I thought; the most popular guy in the year had to go out with the most popular girl in the year, right? I stood up, paid for my hot chocolate and left.

I’ve never expected much out of love, I was an average girl; no particular pretty features and a tomboy sense of fashion. I was the only girl in my class with glasses, I came top of my class in every exam and spent most of my time reading in the library or watching movies online. I was what people called a nerd, a dork or a geek. I wasn’t interesting; I didn’t talk much to anyone, I couldn’t say I had many true friends; I just blended in, or rather disappeared under the sea of people in this world who try so hard to fit in.

It was the last week of school before the school trip for our year. We were going to away to some place with the beach but I was nowhere near excited, in fact, I didn’t even want to go…

This is really good, I thought one hand holding and reading the latest instalment of my much loved book series while balancing another pile of notes and books as well as my schoolbag in the other hand. Not paying attention to where I was going, I accidentally bumped into someone else.

THUMP! Everything I was holding hit the ground loudly, making everyone in the library turn and look my way. Damn! Way a go to draw attention to yourself, I thought.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t see you,” I said, trying to tidy things up, my bag was left open and everything had fallen out.

“It’s okay, here I’ll help you.” The person replied. Why does the voice sound familiar? I thought, looking up to see who it was. No way. It couldn’t be. Why now? I quickly looked back down, my head beginning to spin.

“I-It’s o-okay,” I stuttered, rushing, stuffing everything I could see into my bag.

“I-I’m s-or-ry, again,” I stumbled over my words before running off towards the library’s exit.

“Wait,” he called, “Wait!” I didn’t dare to look back, I ran and ran until I was out of the school and it wasn’t until I was on the train home that I took a breath. What is going on? Why is this happening now? Why did it have to be him?

That night, I couldn’t sleep; the only thing I could think about was him. All I could think about was his face being just inches away from me; his eyes, his pretty eyes, burning into my soul. He saw me. Great. I used to be able to walk straight past him and him not notice me at all; it was the way I liked it. I liked being invisible, unimportant, especially to him. It was as if a person like me didn’t have the right to be in his world of admirers where every single one was cute or pretty or both. I didn’t belong; I just didn’t and even if I wanted to, I’d just get shunned by those around him. At my high school, if you were good-looking, whether a boy or girl, you’d be loved and praised by your peers, if you didn’t fit into that category, you were a nobody…

The day of the trip came. I was not awake at all as I made my way to the school entrance for roll call. I attempted to sit down on what I thought was a seat but which turned out to be someone’s skateboard. Next thing I knew, I had landed flat on my butt with a bunch of guys crowded around me, pointing and laughing.

“Are you awake, missy?”

“I think youse need new specs, you can’t tell da what’s a chair and a skateboard!” Class D’s Takayama jeered. You’re language is the thing that needs work, I thought, staring at him while trying to get up.

“Oh girls, look! Kitayama-san has hurt herself,” Suki, Tanaka Aiko’s follower said, waving her hands like a duck trying to draw attention to my so unfortunate fall. Tanaka Aiko was there in a second and joined in the round of insults towards me quite quickly. What do people see in her anyways? I thought, clearly annoyed at their stupid antics. The teacher had arrived; I walked off, away from the “popular” group who were still laughing their heads off.

Comments would be loved. I really hope that someone will read this; I want to know who people reckon the male character is XD If anyone does read this, if they could tell me who they think the male character by commenting.

hsj, [ff] living a dream, fanfiction

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