Feeling a little better
So on Thursday my kidneys were really really hurting me. So much that I stayed in Buford so I could go to the doctor and my mom could get my medicine. Urinary tract infection. Caused my alcohol comsumption and stess, so my doctor said. SHe gave me these horse pills. Well I had a sore throat too and it was really hard to swallow one of them so it got stuck in my throat >.< I tired eating bread and drinking something warm and it still didn't help. Today I burped and when I did I threw up some lumpy stuff from my throat it was like a paste...and it was green. How freaky. I have no clue what it is either but it tasted so bitter. I've pretty much felt like shit for the past few days and haven't really been able to sleep well. If you have never had a urinary tract infection then you are so freaking lucky. It feels like someone is punching your kidneys over and over and it won't stop unless you lay down, and being a waitress, I can't do that at work.
I thought when I left Buford I'd get away from animosity and drama. My family loves it so whenever someone gets the chance to screw this one or that one over they will. Nothing stays a secret for long in my family. I thought Macon would be different. I really want everything back to normal, I do. I'm really big on forgiving people. Right now I kind of feel like a lot of people hate me and don't want me around. It's weird I haven't been here for half a year and I've already screwed up somehow. I think about it a lot too. I worry about a lot of thing I shouldn't too. Sometimes I really don't feel like eating. When I don't my throat starts to burn. Sometimes I feel really sad but I have to put on this happy face. I don't want my mom to find out b/c she might make me move back and I don't want to.
I thought when I left Buford I'd get away from animosity and drama. My family loves it so whenever someone gets the chance to screw this one or that one over they will. Nothing stays a secret for long in my family. I thought Macon would be different. I really want everything back to normal, I do. I'm really big on forgiving people. Right now I kind of feel like a lot of people hate me and don't want me around. It's weird I haven't been here for half a year and I've already screwed up somehow. I think about it a lot too. I worry about a lot of thing I shouldn't too. Sometimes I really don't feel like eating. When I don't my throat starts to burn. Sometimes I feel really sad but I have to put on this happy face. I don't want my mom to find out b/c she might make me move back and I don't want to.