I must be fucked in the head...
Yeah i definately think that last night's dream had to be without a doubt the worst dream I've ever had in all my life. Ok it went a little something like this:
Miles asked me and Andianne and David and Chris and Emma and Georgia (have no clue why she was in the dream) to go to his friends house and help him move out all his stuff. So I'm putting this bid box in the back of my car and I noticed Georgia was missing. I turned around from the trunk and I almost tripped over a brown and white cat. The others were in side so I proceeded to walk into the house. The cat followed me. I ran to the kitchen and grabbed a butcher knife and I went to kill that brown and white cat b/c I figured out that Georgia had turned into the brown and white cat. I was giggling and closing in on the cat when Adrianne came into the room and asked what was going on I told her the cat was georgia and she grabbed a butcher knife and said we'd be doing everyone a favor. We closed in on the cat I was laughing so maniaclly and then Adrianne threw he knife and missed the cat ran out of the kitchen and i shrugged and said oh well at least now she will stay out of my life permanently. Adrianne and I shared a laugh and then we walked out of the kitchen. I saw yet another cat. This one was a light brown shade and it was saying help me help me brandy it's me emma. the cat was talking to me through telepathy. All the sudden David and chris came into the room with steak knives they were chasing poor Emma cat anyhow they both were crouching i rat over to emma. David and chris raised their steak knives high and as they were bringing them back down to strike I blocked them from Emma and grabbed her up into my arms. Somewhere along the line someone had sliced my wrists open. It was chris I think. But David had accidentally sliced open Chris' arm. They began fighting with eachother slicing and slashing at each other with their knives. Chris cut off Davids thumb so david cut off chris' hand. Then chris got pissed and he grabbed a chainsaw and cut off davids face. There was so much blood I could see his skull and the skin barely hanging on to the skull and I could see the little empty hole where his nose once had been. David grabbed the chainsaw and cut off chris' limbs. With emma kitty in my arms I ran outside but i tripped on a grave stone and fell on top of a grave. Emma fell from my arms. By this time it was night and there I was in a graveyard layingon the ground. These images started coming to my mind. People with their skin barely hanging onto their dead bodies people without their heads people coming out of some soft of goo people with decaying flesh hanging form their body their muscles exposed and wrotting. The images kept coming they were all after me I was still on the ground with my eyes closed I screamed and the images kept flashing through my mind. No one would help me and they were coming after me.
I woke up in a cold sweat. it was about 3 I stayed up for about three hours. I wrote the dream down. I couldn't sleep very well the rest of what was left of the night. THough i did go back to sleep. This time my dream was better:
I dreampt I was laying in the blue chair in my livingroom. The phone rang and it was talan. I sleepily answered it. I was shocked it was him b/c he knew I wasn't allowed to have calls. My parents aren't home you have great timing but what are you calling for? I asked in a sleepy voice. I wanted to talk to you to hear your voice. I can't sleep i thought talking to you would calm me down. I just had a nightmare. He replied. I remember smiling. But then I woke up.
Weird string of dreams here lately. I dunno what is going on in my head. My mom gave me my phone back and got my cell phone back running. Though I'm not sure if I can have calls. I was sweet talking daddy the other day asking him when I get to be ungrounded he said prolly next week. Though for some reason I don't think talan even misses talking to me or for some reason not known to me has forgotten all about me. Very weird. Anyhow I'm really sick. I've taken Nyquil on top of advil cold and sinus on top of honey liquor and lemon. I dunno whether I'm trying to OD on something or get better. I'm just trying to take lot's of things to see how many it takes to get me better i guess. My aunt was released form the phychiatric ward the other day. It's really great to have her back. When she saw me she said Brandy oh my god you've lost weight you look so good. I said no I haven't. She said yes you have i can tell it in your face and she said how did you do it you gotta tell me. I didn't have the heart to tell her that I was starving myself more or less. My mom was even saying i looked dark under the eyes she made me weigh myself today I didn't want to. I weighed a wopping 127. I really could stand to lose another 20 maybe I can start running more or something along with eating only a bowl of ramen noodles a day. I'm gonna go rest or something. Maybe draw while i feel inspired. Oh yeah!!! MUCH THNKS GO TO EMMA FOR MY SUPER COOL ICON!!!!!! Thanks bunches emma cat!
Miles asked me and Andianne and David and Chris and Emma and Georgia (have no clue why she was in the dream) to go to his friends house and help him move out all his stuff. So I'm putting this bid box in the back of my car and I noticed Georgia was missing. I turned around from the trunk and I almost tripped over a brown and white cat. The others were in side so I proceeded to walk into the house. The cat followed me. I ran to the kitchen and grabbed a butcher knife and I went to kill that brown and white cat b/c I figured out that Georgia had turned into the brown and white cat. I was giggling and closing in on the cat when Adrianne came into the room and asked what was going on I told her the cat was georgia and she grabbed a butcher knife and said we'd be doing everyone a favor. We closed in on the cat I was laughing so maniaclly and then Adrianne threw he knife and missed the cat ran out of the kitchen and i shrugged and said oh well at least now she will stay out of my life permanently. Adrianne and I shared a laugh and then we walked out of the kitchen. I saw yet another cat. This one was a light brown shade and it was saying help me help me brandy it's me emma. the cat was talking to me through telepathy. All the sudden David and chris came into the room with steak knives they were chasing poor Emma cat anyhow they both were crouching i rat over to emma. David and chris raised their steak knives high and as they were bringing them back down to strike I blocked them from Emma and grabbed her up into my arms. Somewhere along the line someone had sliced my wrists open. It was chris I think. But David had accidentally sliced open Chris' arm. They began fighting with eachother slicing and slashing at each other with their knives. Chris cut off Davids thumb so david cut off chris' hand. Then chris got pissed and he grabbed a chainsaw and cut off davids face. There was so much blood I could see his skull and the skin barely hanging on to the skull and I could see the little empty hole where his nose once had been. David grabbed the chainsaw and cut off chris' limbs. With emma kitty in my arms I ran outside but i tripped on a grave stone and fell on top of a grave. Emma fell from my arms. By this time it was night and there I was in a graveyard layingon the ground. These images started coming to my mind. People with their skin barely hanging onto their dead bodies people without their heads people coming out of some soft of goo people with decaying flesh hanging form their body their muscles exposed and wrotting. The images kept coming they were all after me I was still on the ground with my eyes closed I screamed and the images kept flashing through my mind. No one would help me and they were coming after me.
I woke up in a cold sweat. it was about 3 I stayed up for about three hours. I wrote the dream down. I couldn't sleep very well the rest of what was left of the night. THough i did go back to sleep. This time my dream was better:
I dreampt I was laying in the blue chair in my livingroom. The phone rang and it was talan. I sleepily answered it. I was shocked it was him b/c he knew I wasn't allowed to have calls. My parents aren't home you have great timing but what are you calling for? I asked in a sleepy voice. I wanted to talk to you to hear your voice. I can't sleep i thought talking to you would calm me down. I just had a nightmare. He replied. I remember smiling. But then I woke up.
Weird string of dreams here lately. I dunno what is going on in my head. My mom gave me my phone back and got my cell phone back running. Though I'm not sure if I can have calls. I was sweet talking daddy the other day asking him when I get to be ungrounded he said prolly next week. Though for some reason I don't think talan even misses talking to me or for some reason not known to me has forgotten all about me. Very weird. Anyhow I'm really sick. I've taken Nyquil on top of advil cold and sinus on top of honey liquor and lemon. I dunno whether I'm trying to OD on something or get better. I'm just trying to take lot's of things to see how many it takes to get me better i guess. My aunt was released form the phychiatric ward the other day. It's really great to have her back. When she saw me she said Brandy oh my god you've lost weight you look so good. I said no I haven't. She said yes you have i can tell it in your face and she said how did you do it you gotta tell me. I didn't have the heart to tell her that I was starving myself more or less. My mom was even saying i looked dark under the eyes she made me weigh myself today I didn't want to. I weighed a wopping 127. I really could stand to lose another 20 maybe I can start running more or something along with eating only a bowl of ramen noodles a day. I'm gonna go rest or something. Maybe draw while i feel inspired. Oh yeah!!! MUCH THNKS GO TO EMMA FOR MY SUPER COOL ICON!!!!!! Thanks bunches emma cat!