food for thought:
We had auditions the other day in drama for a play we're gonna do called the Blithe Spirit. I get to be some chick named Ruth though I dunno who she is really. All i know is that it's gonna be fun. Oh yeah chris has to move. -_- Oh well not that bad. But I did talk to Zach today and he said something about not falling for talan's hey if you don't have sex with me I'm gonna kill myself ploy. Personally I think that Zach is just jealous. Talan would never do anything like that to me. he knows how much my virginity means to me. Yeah yeah yeah I'm a virgin which is really hard to come by now a days. Anyway me and Talan talk to eachother so much now a days. Then there is Kyle still wanting to hang out with me. I mean what's the harm? I'm not gonna seduce him or anything. But i do get to see Talan this weekend. My scissors attacked me last night. -_- I have a hole in my wrost now. Talan made me bandage it up. Those are some darn sharp scissors. I should do some more research of my character. But I can't find anything. -_- lukcy me. it's only 2 and we get out of here at 2 35 oh joyous day. I have all this time to play on the computer. Without any acess to AIM or anything. that's the pisser. I did try to drown myself the other day however. Just to see what it would feel like if my lungs were filling up with water. It's a ver neat experiance. I need to go buy the 8th book to Mars and this other book erin is getting me to read. The weirdest thing was Ga told me my hair looked good and signed me in today. Ummmmm yeah ok...I really don't understand her sometimes. Killing me with kindness really isn't really as good an Idea as she thinks it is I could careless whether she is nice to me or not no sweat off my back if one person doesn't like me. I honestly thought she'd have moved on by now I mean why is she still worrying about me? It makes little to no sence to me what so ever. I'm gonna have so much fun at the mall ^^ I can't wait. Spend money spend money yes I will yes i will. Talan said that if he wasn't broke by the time my birthday came he'd get me a new vibrator. How sweet and thoughtful of him ^^