end of the world didn't come. it can't be that easy
things are getting crazy, and I'm not even sure if I want to take back control. for most of the time I just sit back and watch the world spinning. it's kinda fun.
my latop is broken, but I don't know what's wrong. I took it to some pro, who charged insane money for TIME spent repairing it. the plus side is, when after an hour he still could tell me nothing more than I already knew, and I lied that I was out of time, he didn't actually charge me. next, I made a few emergency startup disks at the nearest internet cafe filled with whatever diagnostic software I could find, formatted disk C, or whatever was left of it (turns out partitions were all over the place) and installed ubuntu, cause my vista files, although physically still there, are inaccessible. ubuntu freezes a lot and sometimes doesn't even start up properly, which leaves me quite certain the problem is hardware-based, most likely hard-DISK-based. the fan might not be working properly too...
but honestly, this is the least of my problems. the biggest, most important, most freaking-me-out one is that my supposed boss has found some 'problems' about my visa, and aside from that generally seems to have stopped liking me. it's hard to contact him, it's bordering impossible to actually meet him and it IS impossible to get him to either tell me anything over the phone or write down in an email. I don't know if he expects me to chase him, work remotely for him, or go and find myself another job. all hell's broken lose on that front, and I don't like it. I can deal with a lot of bad, but not when I have no idea what kind of bad is it.
I was on the verge of giving up openly, and packing my bags to go back to Poland right then and there, but I went to ageHa, entered it on an urge (actually I meant to sell the ticket and go back home to continue moping around) and met H. H was refreshingly direct and down to the point. we met again yesterday and actually started going out. like, officially. dunno what's gonna come out of it if anything at all, mostly considering the fact we met LAST WEEK. but there were no confessions, just the question, the answer and a mutual yoroshiku. I cleared the air with P. on the occasion, so I now know we both think we're friends. yey.
H is absolutely cute. nice, but not overly focused on that, so it's easy to relax around him. he looks just a little bit Korean (think: if Sungmin was Japanese) although he's 100% Japanese, acts very Japanese too. I don't mind, we've only started getting to know each other, time will tell if we're cut out for 'binational' couplehood or not. still, I'll have to get the visa for that purpose. somehow. somewhere. how about I kidnap someone from immigration office?
my latop is broken, but I don't know what's wrong. I took it to some pro, who charged insane money for TIME spent repairing it. the plus side is, when after an hour he still could tell me nothing more than I already knew, and I lied that I was out of time, he didn't actually charge me. next, I made a few emergency startup disks at the nearest internet cafe filled with whatever diagnostic software I could find, formatted disk C, or whatever was left of it (turns out partitions were all over the place) and installed ubuntu, cause my vista files, although physically still there, are inaccessible. ubuntu freezes a lot and sometimes doesn't even start up properly, which leaves me quite certain the problem is hardware-based, most likely hard-DISK-based. the fan might not be working properly too...
but honestly, this is the least of my problems. the biggest, most important, most freaking-me-out one is that my supposed boss has found some 'problems' about my visa, and aside from that generally seems to have stopped liking me. it's hard to contact him, it's bordering impossible to actually meet him and it IS impossible to get him to either tell me anything over the phone or write down in an email. I don't know if he expects me to chase him, work remotely for him, or go and find myself another job. all hell's broken lose on that front, and I don't like it. I can deal with a lot of bad, but not when I have no idea what kind of bad is it.
I was on the verge of giving up openly, and packing my bags to go back to Poland right then and there, but I went to ageHa, entered it on an urge (actually I meant to sell the ticket and go back home to continue moping around) and met H. H was refreshingly direct and down to the point. we met again yesterday and actually started going out. like, officially. dunno what's gonna come out of it if anything at all, mostly considering the fact we met LAST WEEK. but there were no confessions, just the question, the answer and a mutual yoroshiku. I cleared the air with P. on the occasion, so I now know we both think we're friends. yey.
H is absolutely cute. nice, but not overly focused on that, so it's easy to relax around him. he looks just a little bit Korean (think: if Sungmin was Japanese) although he's 100% Japanese, acts very Japanese too. I don't mind, we've only started getting to know each other, time will tell if we're cut out for 'binational' couplehood or not. still, I'll have to get the visa for that purpose. somehow. somewhere. how about I kidnap someone from immigration office?