Why can't I just stop loving you?
I think it's stupid, how much I love you.
So much that it hurts. It hurts seeing you and her
Seeing those hurtful pictures, those happy moments you have with her.
It also hurts when I see you kissing some other girls.
Yet, I can't keep myself off from looking at it.
I wanna cry I cried badly
Even knowing that You and I are different and never would be together again
Can I just stop it already.
please.
i hate me now.
Why must you lie to me, is it cause i am stupid? I'm not good enough? I'm not pretty enough?
Tell me why must you fucking lie to me and break everything we have?
Am I the only one who has ever put in any fucking effort into this fucking relationship?
I don't know. I don't know to get angry at myself or you?
Is it my fault you fucking cheated?! IS IT ME?! TELL ME YOU BAD PERSON. TELL ME
DON'T TELL ME IT IS ALL A MISTAKE. ALL YOUR WORDS ARE SO FUCKING FAKE
All the sorry. I don't want to hear it. I don't want. Tell me you didn't do it.
Tell me it's all a dream.
I'm thinking too much
maybe i am thinking too much
am i?
I am tired. so tired.
i just want to be happy again.
can i go back to when you are not in my life?
I dont want to meet you. I don't want.
I am really tired. so fucking tired. this pain is suffocating me. why must you do this.
tell me if you don't want me already. i can leave. don't use me and throw me away.
When jayden told me about it. i didn't believe you were flirting with others.
ha i am blind and stupid. all those times. you send me text, were you texting her as well?
all the i love you. did you mean any of it?
if you truly love me, you wouldn't do this to me.
i just can't stop this pain.
i hate you.
A fanfic, could always end happily.
But we can't. I cry over and over again.
My heart was is broken,
and everyone thinks I'm happy.
I'm smiling, but I'm faking it too.
Some people say it's awkward and weird to see me sad nor quiet
Because I was always a happy go lucky girl.
But... I don't think I can live up to that title anymore.
Any longer. Cause my heart feels like it's being crushed.
Ain't love suppose to be beautiful?
I'm hurt and no one cares. Not you, not anyone.
I feel all alone, I have no one to lean on.
I feel like, there's no one I could lean on.
Someone to listen to me.
Someone to lend me a shoulder to cry on.
No one is here, with me. In this cold place.
I feel ... all alone.