hihi world
i've just been hooked up to the net again! finally.. after a gruelling 3 weeks not being accessible has made me a lil wonky. i didn't realise i was so excited to get my 'fingers' back, that i told my colleague i was rushing home cos i wanted to surf the net. my colleague just looked at me bemused.
i'm officially settled into my new pad and absolutely loving it! the greatest part of the deal is, this place comes with a house-"husband" so to speak! hahahaha i have someone to cook for me, and take care of my needs when i need. how cool huh.. haahahahahaha.. feel so free and just satisfied. my new housemate isn't back in Melbourne yet so i'm living on my own and get the house to myself for the month before he gets back. Living in Docklands allows me to have that quiet i enjoy in the suburbs as well as being able to be near the city! just 5mins tram ride, i'm in the city. is that fun or is that fun? it's a new year, a change, a good change and a good start for me. i'm living very close to work so i get to walk by the docks after work to get home, and enjoy some me-time which i cherish so dearly.
it's valentines day soon, and people around me seem so hyped up about it all, and i realised that this is the first valentines day in my dating life that i'm actually alone, and happy about it. i've broken up with him as i've said before and well, coming back to melbourne just reaffirmed that well, i love him, but i'm just not in love with him. i'll always love him because of the amount of time we've spent together, the memories we've shared together and the kind of relationship we've shared together.the closeness we have had is the first and probably the last of its kind because i doubt anyone can come as close as he has in my life. i'm not sure if we'll end up together again, but right now, i'm loving the time without commitment, without having to care and worry about a relationship. perhaps its the weariness talking. perhaps it's the denial kicking in, but i'm not denying any of it. [will edit later]
i'll be working on valentines day and making the best love cocktails for people who are in love. spending my valentines day in sucha meaningful ambience makes me feel love all in its own. i've just gotten home from work. gonna just chill in front of the tele and drift off to sleep.
good night world~
i'm officially settled into my new pad and absolutely loving it! the greatest part of the deal is, this place comes with a house-"husband" so to speak! hahahaha i have someone to cook for me, and take care of my needs when i need. how cool huh.. haahahahahaha.. feel so free and just satisfied. my new housemate isn't back in Melbourne yet so i'm living on my own and get the house to myself for the month before he gets back. Living in Docklands allows me to have that quiet i enjoy in the suburbs as well as being able to be near the city! just 5mins tram ride, i'm in the city. is that fun or is that fun? it's a new year, a change, a good change and a good start for me. i'm living very close to work so i get to walk by the docks after work to get home, and enjoy some me-time which i cherish so dearly.
it's valentines day soon, and people around me seem so hyped up about it all, and i realised that this is the first valentines day in my dating life that i'm actually alone, and happy about it. i've broken up with him as i've said before and well, coming back to melbourne just reaffirmed that well, i love him, but i'm just not in love with him. i'll always love him because of the amount of time we've spent together, the memories we've shared together and the kind of relationship we've shared together.the closeness we have had is the first and probably the last of its kind because i doubt anyone can come as close as he has in my life. i'm not sure if we'll end up together again, but right now, i'm loving the time without commitment, without having to care and worry about a relationship. perhaps its the weariness talking. perhaps it's the denial kicking in, but i'm not denying any of it. [will edit later]
i'll be working on valentines day and making the best love cocktails for people who are in love. spending my valentines day in sucha meaningful ambience makes me feel love all in its own. i've just gotten home from work. gonna just chill in front of the tele and drift off to sleep.
good night world~