Comments | yrah: Off MY Chest.

yrah

Off MY Chest.

Jul 19, 2005 23:07

Well. Because I have been botteling this up for sometime now, but I am going to get this off my chest. Jessica will probably hate me when I say all this. And I am fully prepared for her to hate me for a very long time ( Read more... )

Comments 6

_schmoof_ July 20 2005, 08:12:31 UTC

*looks confused*

Why would I be mad? I know exactly how all of my friends feel, and you have told me this a bajillion and one times.

Its because I only really came to you guys when something was bugging me. I know that you hated it when I talked about how happy I was with him, so I just came to you guys for comfort when I was upset. THATS right there is what fucked everything up.

It was all me, and I know that. If I had told you how happy I was, and didnt over-exaggerate everything it wouldnt be like this. I felt like you guys didnt like me anymore, so I had to say something to make you guys care. Its not that I was lying about anything, but I played it up a little, I will admit.

I know I was wrong, but that is the truth.

I never told you guys how happy I was with him, I only told you the downsides. I was truly happy, I honestly was. I still am. There were days when I felt horrible, but I always pulled through.

Everything is great, and everything WILL be great.

yrah July 20 2005, 17:15:46 UTC

okee. better explined now. Except I don't think you over exaggerated anything. You told us what you knew for sure, or what you suspected it. You didn't exaggerate it, you just repeated it alot.

biominion July 23 2005, 07:06:18 UTC

ok obviously this is Jessica and her friends problem, but while I am here ( ... )

_schmoof_ July 27 2005, 21:57:14 UTC

musiclyobsessed

_rosepetal_ August 28 2005, 23:46:17 UTC

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_schmoof_ September 21 2005, 02:18:57 UTC

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