Jul 19, 2005 23:07
Well. Because I have been botteling this up for sometime now, but I am going to get this off my chest. Jessica will probably hate me when I say all this. And I am fully prepared for her to hate me for a very long time.
Before we go any further however. I just want to say to Jessica, that I love her very much and I don't mean for any of this to hurt her. She does tend to have go's at me for "not telling her the truth". I only do that because I want to tell her what she wants to hear. But I think honesty is more important. So here it is.
I think Sean has fucked you up immensly. Before you met him you were happy, or at least appeared to be happy, all the time. Then you met him, you started thinking about him all the time. You started going out, and talked about him all the time. Then we started to make fun of him to get you, or at least a bit of you, back. You took this to mean we hated Sean, so you left us. There went the rest of the year. In class, 75% of the conversation was Sean (or so it seemed to me). I missed you alot. I know you've heard that whole shebang before, but I felt I needed to bring it up.
I would just like to stress here that I do not hate or even dislike Sean. It's just he appears to have hurt you, and I like you more than I like him, so I side with what I think is best for you. (Or I think so anyway [remember, I'm probably wrong in Every way,, just remember this is opinion]).
Now then. I had WAY more to say. But I'm only saying this because Jessica was yelling at me for not telling her the truth. I like Sean, but from what I can see he's only hurt you. Even when you explain to me about it all. It still comes off as an almost emotionally abusive relationship, not purposely, but he does appear to be hurting you.
Go ahead, get mad. I'm ready for everything.