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Nov 02, 2005 20:29

Sigh.
Here I go again.

"it takes more time than I've ever had, drains the life from me, makes me want to forget. as young as I was, I felt older back then, more disciplined, stronger and certain. but I was scared to death of eternity, I was saved by grace but destroyed by naivety. and I lied to myself, and said it was for the best. so now faith is replaced with a logic so cold. I've disregarded what I was, now that I'm older. and I know much more than I did back then, but the more I learn, the more I can't understand. and I've become content with this life that I lead. where I drink too much and don't believe in much of anything. and I lie to myself, and say "its for the best" we're moving forward but holding ourselves back and we're waiting on something that will never come."
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