As long as you give me guidance, I don't have anything to complain about
What’s up, self? It has been a week with the usual upside-down situation. I’m glad enough that no great mood swing has attacked me so far. In exchange, I’ve been having a rough morning since last Monday.
I couldn’t get a good sleep. I would have a backache until the morning class ended. I got tired easier. Don’t know if it is because of my sleeping posture or not. I won’t doubt it if my weird dreams turn out to be the biggest cause. I’ll pretend that you know how frustrating it is, feeling mentally exhausted right when you wake up. How do one expect me to have a peaceful slumber when one of the dreams I had recently was about me trapped in a Ju-On-like horror situation?!
I also dreamt about my classmates telling me the reason of why they chose me to make invitations for the lecturers for the upcoming exhibition. Yes, yes, this one was based from my real life. There really will be a small exhibition by the end of this month and I’m indeed chosen to be the one responsible for the invitation.
I have mixed feeling regarding this matter. As a person who is rarely active in whatever kind of organization and committee-heck I’ve never even joined one-I am surprised that they trust this task to me in a sudden. Well, one of these classmates I mentioned before asked me to be a sub-treasurer for an event once. But that one was also happened out of the blue! I mean, if you separate the students in my class into groups, I’m in the group of those people who are not that active with organizations within the department. These classmates who are pretty active in organizations usually don’t expect much from us because of our sort-of-lacking initiative to take part. So, why they choose me now? Not that it’s a bad thing, of course. I feel greatly appreciated, knowing them trusting me to help them solving a problem. But doesn’t this kind of situation make you confused and curious?
I just hope they choose me not because they overestimate me. Just so you guys know, I like writing stories doesn’t mean I have the capability of writing formal letter, so I will need someone else as my backup.
Wait.
I don’t even know what kind of invitation they are talking about! I don’t know if it will be in a form of proposal papers or like those invitation cards for a wedidng ceremony!
What the hell. If the invitation turns out as the latter, it’s equal to digging my own grave! They don’t know I was always close to tears whenever I had to do digital designing and-oh please god not typography I’ve had enough with typography no no not typography please god typography no more!
…gotta ask them about this ambiguous invitation sometimes soon.
About my rough mornings, even though I had reminded myself to go back straight to the boarding house once the class ended and have a good afternoon rest, in the end I would hang out with my friends to some places. I couldn’t help it; best things always come whenever I’m not in a good shape! For instances, well, yesterday and the day before yesterday. Hans and Davies suddenly invited Nadia and I to watch Skyfall at Ciwalk last Tuesday and we stayed at KFC, having late lunch and working on our homeworks, until 6 PM. This afternoon I had lunch at Waroeng Steak with Nadia and Intan, and then I hung out all by myself at McD before I went to Tidar art and design store with Erine, Sairoh, and Dida. We met other classmates there, and since it was already 7 PM when we left the store, we decided to had a dinner together before we went home (Tandy, Ema, Nea, and Silfa came along. A wai wai dinner with seven other people!). We had dinner at Madtari, an indeed mad place thanks to the merciless amount of shredded cheddar cheese in every menu with cheese in it (I don’t even the cheese in some menu like baso and fried noodle. The cheese surprisingly blended well with the noodle soup). By the time I arrived at my boarding house, it was 9 PM already.
Whoa, self. You don’t learn at all, do you?
On top of that, I thought I would be a hikikomori for a best rest during this long weekend from Thursday until Sunday. I eventually won’t really have one. Blame Ema and especially Nea for indirectly luring me into joining their plan of a little trip to Mt. Tangkuban Parahu! I could have declined to join in but it has been a long time since I last did nature sight-seeing. I’m kinda sick of building.
I have to leave by 8 AM this morning. It’s already 1.30 AM right now so I better sleep ASAP after I’m done with the memes. Will talk about assignments and fandom on the next post and maybe also the trip if I still have much energy left by then.
¡Buenas noches a todos!
30 Days Song Meme:
Day 1 - Your Favorite Song
Day 2 - A Song You Wish Was About You
Day 3 - A Song That Makes You Happy
Day 4 - A Song That Makes You Sad
Day 5 - A Song That Reminds You of Someone
Day 6 - A Song That Reminds You of Somewhere
Day 7 - A Song That Reminds You of a Certain Event
Day 8 - A Song That You Know All the Words To
Day 9 - A Song That You Can Dance To
Day 10 - A Song That Makes You Fall Asleep
Day 11 - A Song from Your Favorite Band
Day 12 - A Song from a Band You Hate
Day 13 - A Song That Is a Guilty Pleasure
Day 14 - A Song That No One Would Expect You to Love
Day 15 - A Song That Describes You
Day 16 - A Song That You Used to Love But Now Hate
Day 17 - A Song That You Hear Often on the Radio
Day 18 - A Song That You Wish You Heard on the Radio
Day 19 - A Song from Your Favorite Album
Day 20 - A Song That You Listen to When You're Angry
Day 21 - A Song That You Listen to When You're Happy
Day 22 - A Song That You Listen to When You're Sad
Day 23 - A Song That You Want to Play at Your Wedding
Day 24 - A Song That You Want to Play at Your Funeral
Day 25 - A Song That Makes You Laugh
Day 26 - A Song That You Can Play on an Instrument
Day 27 - A Song That You Wish You Could Play
Day 28 - A Song That Makes You Feel Guilty
Day 29 - A Song from Your Childhood
Day 30 - Your Favorite Song at This Time Last Year
Day 27 - A Song That You Wish You Could Play
I’m curious of how Touhou’s Bad Apple!! will turn out if it’s played with electric guitar.
30 Days Hey! Say! JUMP Meme:
Day 01 - Favorite Song
Day 02 - Favorite PV
Day 03 - Favorite PV making of
Day 04 - Favorite live performance of JUMP
Day 05 - Favorite live performance of BEST
Day 06 - Favorite live performance of 7
Day 07 - Worst costume
Day 08 - Favorite picture of my bias
Day 09 - Favorite picture of my OTP
Day 10 - Favorite picture of Yabu Kota
Day 11 - Favorite picture of Takaki Yuya
Day 12 - Favorite picture of Inoo Kei
Day 13 - Favorite picture of Yaotome Hikaru
Day 14 - Favorite picture of Arioka Daiki
Day 15 - Favorite picture of BEST
Day 16 - Favorite picture of Okamoto Keito
Day 17 - Favorite picture of Yamada Ryosuke
Day 18 - Favorite picture of Nakajima Yuto
Day 19 - Favorite picture of Chinen Yuri
Day 20 - Favorite picture of Morimoto Ryutaro
Day 21 - Favorite picture of 7
Day 22 - Member with the best face
Day 23 - Member with the best body
Day 24 - Member with the best voice
Day 25 - Member with the best dancing
Day 26 - Member with the best personality
Day 27 - Member who I think is overrated
Day 28 - Member who I think is underrated
Day 29 - What made me fall for JUMP
Day 30 - Why I still love them now
Day 27 - Member who I think is overrated
Yamaduuuh.