I give up...
well Everything is just fallen apart for me. I really hope my grandpa gets out of there. I know he hates it. plz grandpa, make it through this. it seems like i keep losin people who mean everything to me...i hate it. so much has happened like within a month. i honestly give up. i give up trying to see the happier side of life...for me, its gone. I just wish i could get over all this but its just to hard and painful. everyone else seems to be fine in my life and you know what? good for them. people need to party and shit like that. i however prefer not to. i'd rather be at the hospital with my family or read a book. at least then i can escape this life i've come to live. Finals are almost over, and yet, when summer starts, its going to be really depressing. i'll have nothing to do to keep me busy and ya...we all know what happenes when i have nothing to do...