"forgive me, for running off to find, the one thing i tried to hide.
I'm sorry for the lie. I kept it secret in hopes to save you from what you are going through now. The truth is, i love you too much. I thought things would be ok in time, and we could move on from the past and never look back. Can we call this a mistake, and start again?..or should i just save you from myself? I dont want to hurt you. I only want to make things better. I wish things hadn't turned out this way. I dream of better days, in hopes that you'll be there with me. You are still my heart, but i'd cut it out and give it back to you if you wanted me to. i'm sorry.