Apr 09, 2005 10:36
Dear Jo,
I realize that I did mess up yesterday, that honesty is almost always the best policy (almost) and that I love my friends and I'm scared to death of losing them. I hope everything will be ok eventually because I can trully say I love you and you are one of the most important people in my life. I'm in the process of becoming a better person everyday of my life, thank you for helping me.
Love, Michelle
A lot of things running through my head lately. I'm getting over "it", but I find it way harder to let go of him... love... funny thing ain't it? However, I feel it slipping away from me and as much as I will always care for Andrew, for the first time I trully know that eventhough we're not together, everything will be ok.
My own words and thoughts slap me in the face to make me realize that I can never be as sure as I had imagined.
"A bitter sweet longing for the past
a love that you thought forever would last
the streets are paved in gold but you'll never have it
you remind me of her...
Everytime you smile it hurts
to see that you're happy
Wthout me beside
the time we spent when we were one
the time we spent was time we lost..."
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUSY!