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I'd much rather like to end on a happy note. Where to begin?
The one thing I wanted more than anything else for my birthday I didn't receive...which I knew perfectly well was going to happen. I'm not referring to a new gadget or a gift card to the mall. It was like being five again and wishing for a puppy for ten years before actually getting one. To be completely honest, I really wasn't looking forward to my birthday because I knew how I was going to feel. If you know what I mean, great. If not, it's probably for the better, but you can always ask.
I...do not like college. In fact, I was never too fond of it to begin with. Maybe I'm just not putting enough into my experience here. I've been more social lately than I have been in a while (finally), but I feel like the more I try to get involved with, the more I find myself kicking my own ass over the workload that is forever on my heels.
Speaking of schoolwork, I'm screwed for finals. I've spent most of the semester half-assing assignments (especially in music theory) simply because getting them done and out of the way is more important than putting in all the effort I can to truly grasp the concepts. Of course, this hasn't always been the case, and my current method is not one to be praised.
I was looking forward to Thanksgiving break until this week. I realized that all I will be doing is working, homeworking, studying (is it even worth it?), and then occasionally relaxing and catching up with friends. My brain is going to explode. I just need one full day of rest, at the least, and I doubt I will be getting it. I also just got assigned the most ridiculous math research project in the history of all things both pointless and time-consuming. And I'm not just saying that. It really is weak and poorly thought-out.
I'm also in need of a replacement. Any takers?
I miss nothing more than having someone to cuddle with as I fall asleep at night, to hold me after a bad dream, and to gently kiss me when I wake in the morning.
This semester is no longer welcome. Bring on winter break.
And *sigh*
P.S. Okay, here's my happier note: I can not thank everyone enough who wished me a happy birthday on Wednesday, whether in person, by phone, or by "wall." :)
The one thing I wanted more than anything else for my birthday I didn't receive...which I knew perfectly well was going to happen. I'm not referring to a new gadget or a gift card to the mall. It was like being five again and wishing for a puppy for ten years before actually getting one. To be completely honest, I really wasn't looking forward to my birthday because I knew how I was going to feel. If you know what I mean, great. If not, it's probably for the better, but you can always ask.
I...do not like college. In fact, I was never too fond of it to begin with. Maybe I'm just not putting enough into my experience here. I've been more social lately than I have been in a while (finally), but I feel like the more I try to get involved with, the more I find myself kicking my own ass over the workload that is forever on my heels.
Speaking of schoolwork, I'm screwed for finals. I've spent most of the semester half-assing assignments (especially in music theory) simply because getting them done and out of the way is more important than putting in all the effort I can to truly grasp the concepts. Of course, this hasn't always been the case, and my current method is not one to be praised.
I was looking forward to Thanksgiving break until this week. I realized that all I will be doing is working, homeworking, studying (is it even worth it?), and then occasionally relaxing and catching up with friends. My brain is going to explode. I just need one full day of rest, at the least, and I doubt I will be getting it. I also just got assigned the most ridiculous math research project in the history of all things both pointless and time-consuming. And I'm not just saying that. It really is weak and poorly thought-out.
I'm also in need of a replacement. Any takers?
I miss nothing more than having someone to cuddle with as I fall asleep at night, to hold me after a bad dream, and to gently kiss me when I wake in the morning.
This semester is no longer welcome. Bring on winter break.
And *sigh*
P.S. Okay, here's my happier note: I can not thank everyone enough who wished me a happy birthday on Wednesday, whether in person, by phone, or by "wall." :)