and i slip as we dip into a state of bliss
today was so boring. i actually didn't really do anything, but that doesn't mean i wasn't thinking about doing anything. i was thinking about jumping in the car and going down to san diego. this is tough. cleo was right. this seperation thing is no fun.
sophie decided that someday soon we should take a trip up to mammoth or some such place with our lovers and enjoy hot cocoa by a warm fire. she said mary kate and ashley inspired her to come up with that idea. i called it.
"i like layering clothes better than i do, say...swimming pools."
i couldn't agree with you more.
sophie has mono and is coughing up blood. i really don't like that. i worry about my little backwards panda. she is the shit. she puts the "L" in "lovely". without her i honestly think i wouldn't be here today. and i definitely wouldn't be such an illegal substance abuser. she carves the best apples, man. i mean i thought i was good. this girl is the apple master. chai tea and nicotine. now we can smoke with taylor at wee hours of the morning in her bathroom. that idea excites me.
today i was thinking about the difference between relief and thankfulness. relief comes and goes. you stand back, appreciate what happened, take a deep breath of reassurance, and move on. thankfulness lasts longer. it's being appreciative. for instance, i am relieved that i am not anti social anymore. but i am thankful that i have such an amazing best friend to experience life with. i realized this morning that i am definitely a relief person and it kindof made me upset that i am not more thankful for things. i'm working on it though. i guess i am thankful for the really big things in my life. i just have to focus on the not so big things.
i'm seeing sophie tomorrow i think. we devised our master Christmas plan.
lane
sophie decided that someday soon we should take a trip up to mammoth or some such place with our lovers and enjoy hot cocoa by a warm fire. she said mary kate and ashley inspired her to come up with that idea. i called it.
"i like layering clothes better than i do, say...swimming pools."
i couldn't agree with you more.
sophie has mono and is coughing up blood. i really don't like that. i worry about my little backwards panda. she is the shit. she puts the "L" in "lovely". without her i honestly think i wouldn't be here today. and i definitely wouldn't be such an illegal substance abuser. she carves the best apples, man. i mean i thought i was good. this girl is the apple master. chai tea and nicotine. now we can smoke with taylor at wee hours of the morning in her bathroom. that idea excites me.
today i was thinking about the difference between relief and thankfulness. relief comes and goes. you stand back, appreciate what happened, take a deep breath of reassurance, and move on. thankfulness lasts longer. it's being appreciative. for instance, i am relieved that i am not anti social anymore. but i am thankful that i have such an amazing best friend to experience life with. i realized this morning that i am definitely a relief person and it kindof made me upset that i am not more thankful for things. i'm working on it though. i guess i am thankful for the really big things in my life. i just have to focus on the not so big things.
i'm seeing sophie tomorrow i think. we devised our master Christmas plan.
lane