Wierd
Havn't updated in months.
Nothings new.
Except for right now i'm on pills and slightly drunk, Listening to the cure.
I often waste brain cells and time on things like these.
Things I could rarely comprehend but slowly grew towards.
I don't get out much these days, I havn't been to a "show" in months.
I think i'm done with hardcore.
I only jam the old bands that I grew up listening to like Black Flag.
I am nothing but a horrible memory to most people I used to be "friends" with.
People are back stabbers.
Sitting alone with my mp3 player going full blast is when I realize all this shit.
The band will not be reuniting.
Atleast not with me.
Anything else? Just ask.
No one seems to bother.
I hate most people I knew or know
I go to Houston alot.
This Weekend looks like its going to be going down in Houston.
Can anyone say NUMBERS with drinks?
most people give me the lolz.
I applied for alot of jobs recently.
I doubt any of them will call back.
I always get ripped off.
The last 3 jobs I had still owe me money.
I always find the "sketchy ass jobs" and I hate it.
I just want a regular 8 to 5.
I can't even get that.
This is turning into rambling.
Its probably to long.
No one is probably reading this anymore.
Yet I continue.
The other night I went out at about 2.am to spray paint.
Someone saw me.
I think they got a good look at me
So now I lay low, since it was close to my house
I keep refusing to change.
Don't know why i'm still typing.
Recently, my injured arm has been hurting imensly.
Wakes me up at night.
I have recently become an insomniac.
I have recently lost a noticeable amount of weight.
I stopped shaving weeks ago.
I look like that man your mom would point to and warn you about growing up.
I am that man your mom would point to and warn you about.
I wouldn't have it any other way.
I guess this will be my last update for awhile.
I know this will be my last update for awhile.
And
Now I fade...
Away.
Nothings new.
Except for right now i'm on pills and slightly drunk, Listening to the cure.
I often waste brain cells and time on things like these.
Things I could rarely comprehend but slowly grew towards.
I don't get out much these days, I havn't been to a "show" in months.
I think i'm done with hardcore.
I only jam the old bands that I grew up listening to like Black Flag.
I am nothing but a horrible memory to most people I used to be "friends" with.
People are back stabbers.
Sitting alone with my mp3 player going full blast is when I realize all this shit.
The band will not be reuniting.
Atleast not with me.
Anything else? Just ask.
No one seems to bother.
I hate most people I knew or know
I go to Houston alot.
This Weekend looks like its going to be going down in Houston.
Can anyone say NUMBERS with drinks?
most people give me the lolz.
I applied for alot of jobs recently.
I doubt any of them will call back.
I always get ripped off.
The last 3 jobs I had still owe me money.
I always find the "sketchy ass jobs" and I hate it.
I just want a regular 8 to 5.
I can't even get that.
This is turning into rambling.
Its probably to long.
No one is probably reading this anymore.
Yet I continue.
The other night I went out at about 2.am to spray paint.
Someone saw me.
I think they got a good look at me
So now I lay low, since it was close to my house
I keep refusing to change.
Don't know why i'm still typing.
Recently, my injured arm has been hurting imensly.
Wakes me up at night.
I have recently become an insomniac.
I have recently lost a noticeable amount of weight.
I stopped shaving weeks ago.
I look like that man your mom would point to and warn you about growing up.
I am that man your mom would point to and warn you about.
I wouldn't have it any other way.
I guess this will be my last update for awhile.
I know this will be my last update for awhile.
And
Now I fade...
Away.