My 21 year old self is still up on LJ
I haven't written for a while- feel like there's no point to having this thing- then there are these moments- when I try to say things in verbal form and it comes out all gibberish and the only thing that makes any sense at all is to put it down on paper or type it out.
This past year has been one of the hardest I've had to deal with and I think I'm still recovering- and am not too sure how to begin to live without all the shit, feels like if I believe that things are better it'll all get bad again. I know that this year has also been hard for most of my friends- we've lost a lot of people, alot of things and mostly ourselves but maybe this year will prove different.
M
This past year has been one of the hardest I've had to deal with and I think I'm still recovering- and am not too sure how to begin to live without all the shit, feels like if I believe that things are better it'll all get bad again. I know that this year has also been hard for most of my friends- we've lost a lot of people, alot of things and mostly ourselves but maybe this year will prove different.
M