art show time
I havne't been doing anyhting with my life. At all, and I have three art openings in the next three weeks!!!! I'm freaking out, mostly because I think my teachers and everyone else for that matter expects alot from me, and I'm afraid I haven't been working hard enough. I can't even get myself out of bed somedays, at all, and it's so sad that I don't even have control of my own body!
I have no will power at all, and I really need to change that. I can totally be an artist if I want. All my teachers are really excited about my work so far, and I'm even applying for grad school in the fall, which should be successful I guess, right?
But what I'm really worried about, like always, is next year. It looks like I might have to just go home to orlando and do nothing for a year. I asked my mom if I could turn the guestroom into a studio for the summer, and she said NO WAY! SO I dunno how I'm going to work and send an awesome portfolio in.
I'm gonna go work in the studio right NOW, and start getting things done.
Molly comes in on THURSDAY which is so close, and I'm way excited, but that means I have to work even harder the next few days so I can get stuff done. Everyone that I've told about molly coming is so excited to meet her, and I can't wait to show her around! It's going to be an amazing weekend, but now I just have to get there.
and all this time, I sorta have been hanging out with sultan alot, and you know what that means. BUt it really hasn't been bad because he doesn't totally come across as hot cold anymore, it's pretty much just hott. The other night he told me what an ass he ewally was, and i couldn't believe he was sooooo dumb. He said I deserved better. I didn't say anything, because I knew that already.
here's to actually waking up for class, hair long enough for pony tails, and lots of talk!
<3 stpehanie lynn
I have no will power at all, and I really need to change that. I can totally be an artist if I want. All my teachers are really excited about my work so far, and I'm even applying for grad school in the fall, which should be successful I guess, right?
But what I'm really worried about, like always, is next year. It looks like I might have to just go home to orlando and do nothing for a year. I asked my mom if I could turn the guestroom into a studio for the summer, and she said NO WAY! SO I dunno how I'm going to work and send an awesome portfolio in.
I'm gonna go work in the studio right NOW, and start getting things done.
Molly comes in on THURSDAY which is so close, and I'm way excited, but that means I have to work even harder the next few days so I can get stuff done. Everyone that I've told about molly coming is so excited to meet her, and I can't wait to show her around! It's going to be an amazing weekend, but now I just have to get there.
and all this time, I sorta have been hanging out with sultan alot, and you know what that means. BUt it really hasn't been bad because he doesn't totally come across as hot cold anymore, it's pretty much just hott. The other night he told me what an ass he ewally was, and i couldn't believe he was sooooo dumb. He said I deserved better. I didn't say anything, because I knew that already.
here's to actually waking up for class, hair long enough for pony tails, and lots of talk!
<3 stpehanie lynn