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Today I feel in LOVE....
I really don't understand this whole concept as to WHY we suddenly crave so hardely for someone.. even if we know they are no good for us?
Knowing that we cannot have them, to keep forever.. and Knowing that even if we tried with all of our heart to hold & show them that it is ok to LOVE - They will somehow wonder off and drift away, anyway...
Maybe I'm a risk taker?.. Maybe by me knowing all of this already makes me *think* I can handle it and not cry or feel hurt when it's over?..
Maybe all she needs if for me to rescue her from her life & her dilemmas that is drowning her mind that is blocking her from trusting and loving..??
Why be so scared?
It's supposed to be fun, simple and pure! Not difficult, painful and so fucking confusing.
Maybe it's just all in my head..................
go figure.