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Ok so a lil over reaction on my part last night, but I can't say that I take it back or that I didn't mean it because that's honestly how I felt. The only difference between then and now is that I don't want Jess completely out of my life. I do need to get over her and it's just hard for me, partly because I guess I wont let go. I dunno but now I have to. I'm just scared. I love her so much and I'm scared that I may never find that again. I'm scared I'm pushing her farther and farther away from me to the point where I won't even be able to talk to her like ever. I just have waaaaay to much on my mind right now and going to that therapist is seeming more and more plausible each day. That's all I got for now...have to study for server training...woo hoo!!!