Is this real?
I just found out a friend I haven't really been that close with for a little while died earlier today. Part of me is relieved we haven't been so close as selfish as that sounds because I'm handling it a lot better than I would have 2-3 years ago. I'm still in shock though. I'm still good friends with some of his friends but guys are so much better at handling these situations. I thought I was being fucked with, that it was a joke. I just saw him a month ago..I was just talking about him last night. This type of shit just doesn't happen...it freaks me out and yet makes me feel lucky at the same time.