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so im thinking about going running... up to the post...its a good 2 miles...but at least ill be running to my sugarbutt, ryan... :) THATS some good motivation if III ever saw it...lol nick told me to go and he's a pretty damn good drill sargent...
anyways... everything yesterday reminded me of rick...EVERYTHING... ryan and i dyed our hair black again, and he reminds me of him as well... its weird...but a GOOD weird....
we're talking about moving to Grand Rapids in the spring...most likely early march....that will be so great....to move far away from here and just get away from it all....... we're thinking about getting a condo out there and starting our lives together :) today we went to the mall to look at "engagement-engagment" rings, as ryan likes to call it... :) god i love him.... im so lucky to have him in my life... and i cant believe how happy he makes me, especially when i NEVER thought i would this complete again...its definitly been about 2 years since i wasnt at all empty inside.... ive been so blesses and i thank god everyday for the love ryan has given me and all the good times we have and will have in the future...:) man.... i just love him....
well thats about all i have to say for now... im sure ill write again later in the week or something...thanks for reading :)
~love
anyways... everything yesterday reminded me of rick...EVERYTHING... ryan and i dyed our hair black again, and he reminds me of him as well... its weird...but a GOOD weird....
we're talking about moving to Grand Rapids in the spring...most likely early march....that will be so great....to move far away from here and just get away from it all....... we're thinking about getting a condo out there and starting our lives together :) today we went to the mall to look at "engagement-engagment" rings, as ryan likes to call it... :) god i love him.... im so lucky to have him in my life... and i cant believe how happy he makes me, especially when i NEVER thought i would this complete again...its definitly been about 2 years since i wasnt at all empty inside.... ive been so blesses and i thank god everyday for the love ryan has given me and all the good times we have and will have in the future...:) man.... i just love him....
well thats about all i have to say for now... im sure ill write again later in the week or something...thanks for reading :)
~love