thinking out loud
I figured I was overdue for an update. Im gonna be moving in with Rick next month..YAY.. but its not soon enough if you ask me. Things are going so amazingly between us. I'm just in heaven. I know things arnt always going to be this peachy and everything and we will have our fights and stuff, but we'll make it through it, thats part of a rlationship, its not all easy, its work but I know we're gonna make it. Although mom and dad have no faith at all in us and hate my decision to move out... its just something I know I have to do. Mom and dad seem to think we wont make it and I'll end up moving back in with them, but after everything thats been said theres no way I could move back in number 1.. number 2 we'll make it.. I will do everything in my power to prove them wrong and show them that we'll make it. They think I wont get done with my schooling and stuff, but I will... I can make like 32 bucks an hour beign a nurse and I'll always have a job becuase theres such a shortage. We'll prove them wrong. I'm just happy we have someone backing us up... his mom supports us in our decision, I just wish my parents would. They say I'm making a mistake, but if I am... then this is a mistake I need to make. But I know its not going to be a mistake. I know this is the best decision I've ever made. Granted its the hardest one I've ever had to make but I know its the right one. I know it.
But other than that.. I have to get some things in order rather quickly, I got my ACT scores back finally. I'm really not happy about them. I got a 19.. granted I did better than a lot of people I go to school with but I needed a 21 to get into nursing school at LLCC. But idk about them right now.. LLCC and St.John's hospital is in a lot of trouble for ristricting the people who go into nursing school.. they're the only school in the state who has a 2 year waiting list to get in and theyre just a community college. But I'm thinking by time I get some of the required corses done that allt hat will be fixed and I can get into the nursing school.
On another note.. I still havnt started my period. I called the doctor and they told me to take yet another pregnancy test and to call back next week if it comes out negitive and I still havnt started my period.. its been like 2 and 1/2 months.. i would think they'd wanna get me in to have everything checked out, but I guess not. I'm just sick of waiting around, I want to know if I am or not already.. Its driving me out of my tree..
Well thats about it for me for the time being, I hope all of you are doing well my lovies