Jul 12, 2006 16:51
Lets say it is for the best...
But is it?
Will that be the best for him.
I don't think it will.
He is going to be unhappy and hurting with her.
I don't understand how you can say you truly love someone, and care about them, and if you arn't with them, you won't be with anyone else the rest of your life, that you want to marry them, and try for your relationship 100%, and then take them away from their friends, tell them they shouldn't even have the feeling to want to be with their friends.
I don't understand how you can say you love someone, then hurt them as much as she did, and put them through all this shit.
Honestly, I wish I could beat some sense into her, and make her realize how much he cares about her, and how badly she is hurting him, and suffocating him.
I wish I could be the one holding him
the one making him happy, because I know I could.
Maybe him not even being in a relationship would be the best thing for him, because he needs to get his shit figured out, and straightened out.
October 11th. Three months from yesterday. We'll see where he is then.
Debts paid off?
Crazy girl gone?
In love and happy?
I'll give him the three months.
After that, adios.
I promise to myself and to my friends, I am really going to try to not let this whole situation get me TOO down. Yes, I will be sad, and I know they will all understand this, but fuck, I can't let this ruin my summer.
So far I really don't think this summer has topped last summer.
We still have a few weeks left.
Goals for the rest of summer.
-Get drivers license
-Get a car
-Save enough money to buy a cell phone
-Be happy
ok cool.