Honestly
Boys are ridiculous, and stupid.
They always think that everything has to be a fight. It doesn't make you tough, or look cool, fighting is stupid. I wish people would understand that fighting doesn't always solve things, talking would help more.
I wish he would have understood me, instead of not actually listening. He doesn't let it get through his thick ass head, I'm growing up, and I WILL be dating guys older then me.
Gah, I get the point that he was "trying to protect" me, but hurting my friends, embarrassing me, and contradicting everything he says to me, is NOT protecting me.
There is so much to say about this, but I think I have vented enough already, to this, to my friends, and everything so. Whatever.
Today.
Nothing going on.
Probably going to clean my room, burn some CDs and just chill.
Hopefully I won't have to see my brother.
Such an asshole.
I saw him yesterday. It was so good to hug him. I miss him so much, I don't know if he really knows how I feel about him. I hope he is doing good, or even okay. As for her, I don't know, I don't like her, but if he loves her, she must be something special.
But I hope he comes back for me instead :) haha. Doubtful, very doubtful.
They always think that everything has to be a fight. It doesn't make you tough, or look cool, fighting is stupid. I wish people would understand that fighting doesn't always solve things, talking would help more.
I wish he would have understood me, instead of not actually listening. He doesn't let it get through his thick ass head, I'm growing up, and I WILL be dating guys older then me.
Gah, I get the point that he was "trying to protect" me, but hurting my friends, embarrassing me, and contradicting everything he says to me, is NOT protecting me.
There is so much to say about this, but I think I have vented enough already, to this, to my friends, and everything so. Whatever.
Today.
Nothing going on.
Probably going to clean my room, burn some CDs and just chill.
Hopefully I won't have to see my brother.
Such an asshole.
I saw him yesterday. It was so good to hug him. I miss him so much, I don't know if he really knows how I feel about him. I hope he is doing good, or even okay. As for her, I don't know, I don't like her, but if he loves her, she must be something special.
But I hope he comes back for me instead :) haha. Doubtful, very doubtful.