I wasn't prepared
for this.
Bored
Nothing to do yet.
I think I'm going to hang out with Jenny tonight because it is her last night in town before leaving for Europe. I'm so excited for her, she will have the time of her life. She is so lucky to be able to go to Europe and experience something at such a young age.
I will go traveling around the world at some point in my life, but it will have to wait a bit. One more year of high school, then I'll be done with St.Joes forever. I can't wait. The school isn't as bad as we all make it sound, I would rather be there then any other school in Santa Maria, not like I have the choice anyways.
I hope Chels is okay, I know she will be, she is a strong girl. Oh how I love her :).
Out of all my close friends that will be moving away to college, I do think I will stay closest with Chelsea. I almost NEVER get annoyed or upset with her, yea we have our days, but nothing big ever happens. She is always there when I need to talk, and I'm always here for her too. We do have an amazing friendship, nothing could take that away from us.
He wrote me today. I hope he is alright, I know he misses me by the way he says it. But things just haven't been the same, I miss him as well, but I'm okay with out him right now. It wont ever be the same for us again. Not until we are married at least. Haha :).
I really miss Steven. I know that I only knew him for around a week, but he did make an impact in my life. He made me realize how some people have had the worst experiences, but it makes their life so much better in the long run. He is such a strong man, I know he will be okay, I just hope that in the future he will make room for me in his life. It is weird how good we got along, and how quickly I got attached to him, even though I didn't want to. The way he would hold me, and talk to me, it was just like gaksdlfja. I don't know. Hmm.. someday <3
LIfe is amazing
I wont let go
Bored
Nothing to do yet.
I think I'm going to hang out with Jenny tonight because it is her last night in town before leaving for Europe. I'm so excited for her, she will have the time of her life. She is so lucky to be able to go to Europe and experience something at such a young age.
I will go traveling around the world at some point in my life, but it will have to wait a bit. One more year of high school, then I'll be done with St.Joes forever. I can't wait. The school isn't as bad as we all make it sound, I would rather be there then any other school in Santa Maria, not like I have the choice anyways.
I hope Chels is okay, I know she will be, she is a strong girl. Oh how I love her :).
Out of all my close friends that will be moving away to college, I do think I will stay closest with Chelsea. I almost NEVER get annoyed or upset with her, yea we have our days, but nothing big ever happens. She is always there when I need to talk, and I'm always here for her too. We do have an amazing friendship, nothing could take that away from us.
He wrote me today. I hope he is alright, I know he misses me by the way he says it. But things just haven't been the same, I miss him as well, but I'm okay with out him right now. It wont ever be the same for us again. Not until we are married at least. Haha :).
I really miss Steven. I know that I only knew him for around a week, but he did make an impact in my life. He made me realize how some people have had the worst experiences, but it makes their life so much better in the long run. He is such a strong man, I know he will be okay, I just hope that in the future he will make room for me in his life. It is weird how good we got along, and how quickly I got attached to him, even though I didn't want to. The way he would hold me, and talk to me, it was just like gaksdlfja. I don't know. Hmm.. someday <3
LIfe is amazing
I wont let go