April 2011
I've wondered, is it something about me? Some self-destructive component of my mind that just draws me to people that will hurt me? Fuck this, I'm done. I truly am.
We're all going to be alright. We just have to believe it so, and keep trying our damnedest no matter what.
Remember when you said you didn't want me to have to go through the heartbreak you had to go through? Well here's me saying fuck you very much.
I'm never getting so emotionally attached to someone again.
"The most painful goodbyes are the ones that are never said or never explained."
I haven't updated here in ages, and I've removed the link from facebook so not many know of this place's existence. Perhaps one day I will revive my lj, but for now I'm just here to type out some thoughts that I've kept to myself in my journal. Tumblr has become a little too public. I do need to put this up somewhere to remind myself of some things...so here I am.
But time and tide waits for no man, and I am gradually catching up with life and school, basically just moving on. Life is looking up again ^^