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interesting crossroads I have reached, indeed. Still going to SAC, still will be hopefully. Got a job (I think?) at Blue Cactus Cafe. Bussing tables again. Kinda getting a little bit of emotional release, thanks to my deep-rooted romanticism. Also thanks to the tender-hearted nature of women and their instinct to take care of someone.
still moving out, I believe. Over on shook and hildebrand, right next to trinity campus. I'll throw eggs at them as they drink their mocha light whips and type on their provided-by-the-school laptops. I'll scribble away in a notebook and watch people interact with each other like puppets twisting up strings. I'll chain smoke and ramble as I am doing now. I'll find my testicles. I'll miss people.
Really hoping this is the part in the dream where I wake up. I have been lofty and unproductive as of the past oh...say.. seventeen almost 18 years. Time to snap into 'reality', take a plunge into that pool of potential without looking down. I am afraid of heights.
Or rather, am I looking up at this big ominous cliff? Grey shards rising above me into clouds of demon breath, splintering the light. God Katy has me getting all fucking poetic.. and I don't even talk to her. Yes Katy, if you're reading this, you still cross my mind every now and again.
Talked to Max recently and he seems to be doing very well. Other than Black J, John, Alisha, & strangers, I don't really talk to anyone these short-lived days. Max is dating someone and I kinda am too, even though I'm not.
I have wanderlust and I want to get away so badly, just as I always do. Start saving up ..
Education, its all about that education. If I could check climb on top of that motherfucker and get the reins on it for about 4-6 years.. I could be so much more contented with myself. My whole being will transform like a fat, creeping caterpillar into a fluttering, carefree butterfly of red and black.
Blood & ink.
I guess that's about it. Drop me a line, I need some connection.
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interesting crossroads I have reached, indeed. Still going to SAC, still will be hopefully. Got a job (I think?) at Blue Cactus Cafe. Bussing tables again. Kinda getting a little bit of emotional release, thanks to my deep-rooted romanticism. Also thanks to the tender-hearted nature of women and their instinct to take care of someone.
still moving out, I believe. Over on shook and hildebrand, right next to trinity campus. I'll throw eggs at them as they drink their mocha light whips and type on their provided-by-the-school laptops. I'll scribble away in a notebook and watch people interact with each other like puppets twisting up strings. I'll chain smoke and ramble as I am doing now. I'll find my testicles. I'll miss people.
Really hoping this is the part in the dream where I wake up. I have been lofty and unproductive as of the past oh...say.. seventeen almost 18 years. Time to snap into 'reality', take a plunge into that pool of potential without looking down. I am afraid of heights.
Or rather, am I looking up at this big ominous cliff? Grey shards rising above me into clouds of demon breath, splintering the light. God Katy has me getting all fucking poetic.. and I don't even talk to her. Yes Katy, if you're reading this, you still cross my mind every now and again.
Talked to Max recently and he seems to be doing very well. Other than Black J, John, Alisha, & strangers, I don't really talk to anyone these short-lived days. Max is dating someone and I kinda am too, even though I'm not.
I have wanderlust and I want to get away so badly, just as I always do. Start saving up ..
Education, its all about that education. If I could check climb on top of that motherfucker and get the reins on it for about 4-6 years.. I could be so much more contented with myself. My whole being will transform like a fat, creeping caterpillar into a fluttering, carefree butterfly of red and black.
Blood & ink.
I guess that's about it. Drop me a line, I need some connection.
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