Sep 19, 2005 16:38
Found a tough little german girl I really take a fancy for...
a bit scary really. me and my emotional security issues. she's a taurus so of course very passionate...loving. I'm an aquarius so very aloof, cold, distant. Complete opposites. Nobody has looked me in the eyes like she does.
school is alright. dropped history & math. Only psychology, musical appreciation, and english now. Still, there is good reason for that. I'm in the process of moving out with black J into a duplex (off broadway & funston), so I am trying to get work and all that. Very busy for the next few months. Music is starting to slowly come together. It actually sounds like music at least.
still adhering to a very strict drug regimen to keep my mind limber, of course. still trying to kick the death sticks. today I woke up thinking about this girl, and the rest of the day went by like I was on speed. Strangers very friendly towards me. Odd how a mood spreads.
I don't miss anything.