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sometimes i wonder, alot, if somethings really happened. if they were ever even there or not. or if i made it up in my head all along. for so long. i guess it doesnt really matter now. no, it doesnt. its not something there anymore. but i do care about. just want to know. or have maybe talked about? but there is probably nothing to talk about anyways. who knows. i just had this dream and it got me thinking. alot. forget it.