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im bored so this might be just a bunch of rambling on and on and on
so i went to church for the first time in forever at central. it was good to see alot of you. i just got back from camping with my family. we stayed on this river and i tried to fish but didnt catch anything but sticks. and the week before that i went to matts lakehouse with his family and had a really good time. now, matt is gone and its lonley. i leave saturday and im about to crap myself. i wish i could just leave now even though i know im not ready at all. i just have nothing to do until i leave. and i love my family and i know they do too, but i really hope this is my last summer "home". but who knows. being gone for a year and comming back is hard because everything has changed. but i can deal. and i found out i got a 3.0 last semester and that makes me happy since i know i worked hard. but i still need to do better to get my gpa up higher. and having to get loans for school sucks. but, i guess its normal. just, i wasnt planning on having to.
well, i dont know who reads these anymore. and this is nothing personal, this is not me. so if you want to know how im really doing, give me a call, im sure i want to hear from you too.
so i went to church for the first time in forever at central. it was good to see alot of you. i just got back from camping with my family. we stayed on this river and i tried to fish but didnt catch anything but sticks. and the week before that i went to matts lakehouse with his family and had a really good time. now, matt is gone and its lonley. i leave saturday and im about to crap myself. i wish i could just leave now even though i know im not ready at all. i just have nothing to do until i leave. and i love my family and i know they do too, but i really hope this is my last summer "home". but who knows. being gone for a year and comming back is hard because everything has changed. but i can deal. and i found out i got a 3.0 last semester and that makes me happy since i know i worked hard. but i still need to do better to get my gpa up higher. and having to get loans for school sucks. but, i guess its normal. just, i wasnt planning on having to.
well, i dont know who reads these anymore. and this is nothing personal, this is not me. so if you want to know how im really doing, give me a call, im sure i want to hear from you too.