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so this is where i have been spending all my free time lately. adam finally got the job as groundskeep here, so he lives in a small house on the property and takes care of the place. i hate how far he is, but it is so beautiful out there. i guess they have weddings and such there, but most of the time he just works on the place and in the workshop. the workshop has a ceramics room of which they let me work in as well. i haven't fired anything yet, but it is great to get my hands back into something i used to love so much.
being there makes me realize how urban i am, and how far i have fallen from natural beauty. i can't decide which evokes more emotion... a city skyline or the lake at dusk. oh the dichotomy of it all.
regardless... i love being with him and i love being there...
i just wish it wasn't so damn far.
thus is life. where do we go from here?
his job keeps him in paisley, and mine keeps me in orlando. my life always feels like a movie. i just can't decide if i am playing the main role or merely watching in anticipation for the next big scene.